{Wednesday, August 31, 2005 YY
31st Aug 2oo5`]]
Heyys, so todayy was a rather normal day i guess. We celebratedd teacher's day todayy. hmms. i gave Miss jay a pair of earrings and i wrote her a poem which was kinda *coughs* hahas. glad she felt touchh. lol. Mmms the teacher's day celebration was... okayy. E shyen was dying of heat stroke!! Lol. The dance was okayy i guess. so cheer leaderish. mmms. hahas. thankk god sheryl didn't fall. during the commendation dayy when they were practising, she nearly knocked her head...
Mmms.. the skit was crazyy. hahas. clare was the host. rachel chew was funny!! hahas. talking bout her nose. laughed like madd. MMms. i think the song perfect was sung horribly. not that i can sing any better. but still. it just went the wrong wayy. Hmms. i liked lao shu ia da mi!! Reminds me of jue dui superstarr!! and JUN YANGG!! WEI JIAN!! WEI QIANGG!! lol. wei choong oso got. mmms. overall. ishh ok larrs. had aces day todayy. the dance was funny. and the sun was crapped. hehhs.
And maybbe when i wrote the thingg bout clare.. it just was wrong. hahhas. benn thinks it's just me. and maybbe it just is.. Faith, she might not be as badd as what i said. you just got to know her yourself to find out.. hmms. so she was the host todayy. wasn;t too bad larrs. give her credit for standing up there. hahas.
So yupps, she kinda thinks i'm snobby and stuck up too. tho it's not her fault. lol. hmms. during teacher's day clebration, i talked to chriselle. hmms. that's nice. hahas. and talked to her online too. she isn't so badd anymore larrs. basically cox i just nvr talked to her for SOO long liao. so yupps. oh wells. =not gonna care anymore =
Benn's gonna kill me!! aixx. hahahs. better go find hiding place. lol.
I'm just gonna live my life the way i think it's supposed to be lived.
No more stupiid conflicts and things that shouldn't be cared about.
I don't wanna live my life in regret.
Things are changing for the better.
- Riel
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY IN ADVANCE!!
;`7:51 PM
{Monday, August 29, 2005 YY
29th Aug 2oo5`]]
Mmms.. So i have finally changed my blogg skin. I like this one. It looks nice. Just that my tagboardd thingg looks very out of place because it's blue. Oh wells. so.. Todayy was a well, okayy dayy i guess. We didn't have music and so, i went over to Benn's table to supposedly discuss our septemberr holiday plan with E shyen and fiona.. which, wasn't exactly fruitful.. hahas.
Something awful happened todayy.-at least i think it's awful- I think it was like, shina took maddy's lunch box, maddy kicked shina and shina scratched maddy's neck until it bled. i mean, it was really scary to see blood on the neck and it was made by a scratch. Miss jay says that the neck is very fragile.. or something like that. poor maddy. And shina arrs? I think she has a lot of built in angerr and hatred she ought to let go...
So P.E, i don't like it that we had to play clare's team. First of all, clare was all stuck-upish. And she's biased. Lol. Just because i hit out, isn't exactly my fault is it? Okayys, so it is. But she just had to say, "You hit out then you pick.[The ball]" How come when other ppl hit out, she never sayy anythingg? Fine, so it's obvious she detests me. So i bu shuang pick up the ball lorrs. You askk me to pick then i pickk lorrs. Not as if i don't have leggs to pickk upp. I just found her so snobbishh larrs. Freakk, she just gave me another reason to dislike her. lol. So if she's reading this then, no offense larrs. But it doesn't matter since clare still hates me all the same. =Doesn't really bother me.= And yeashh, if i had to choose between chriselle and clare, it'd obviously would be chriselle. *bleahhs*
Had tution todayy, it was really boring seeing that i wasn't really in the right mind to payy attention. Oh wells, Jared[or however you spell his name.] ishh so cute. He makes the funniest face and that makes him SOO adorable...!!
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Somewhere Only We Know
- Keane
Finally letting go of my bottled up feelings.
- Riel
;`5:28 PM
{Sunday, August 28, 2005 YY
28th Aug 2oo5`]]
mmms. as you can see, i hardly blogg now. for some reason i dont know why. hahhas. mmms.. i dont like the skin anymore. it just doesnt suit me and so im desperately finding a new skin that suits me. forsome reason i dont like really white skins. it seems so happyishh. nono. it's like very plain. lolx. okayys. so i'm tokking sai. hahas.
Todayy church was.. whad you sayy... fun. hahas. days passes so fastt... hahas. mms. yesterdayy just seemed like ti was the start of the year and suddenly we're like almost going to take psle oredii. in a month time we're going to transfer to youth alreaddyy. wow.. so fastt.. ^^, then we also have cell. oh wells. a chance to meet new ppl. or somehtingg. hahas. i heardd from ppl who attend cell. they're really funn. oh wells.
hmms... todayy's slack. i went to my gran's as usual. jie didn't come. boredd to deathh. hahas. N.E quiz is on tuesdayy i think. really dun wanna fail. later so ma lu. hahhas. dunno where to put my face. and somemore i stupiid stupiid one. general knowledge like sai. haixx.. dunno how to cope.. hahas.
started to studyy agn.. cannot afford to slackk just cox prelims are over.. wanna do better for psle. hahas. ^^, Teacher's day's coming soon.. hahas. on fridayy so funny. miss jay says she always saw me as a lit person. and yeahhs.. i wanna take lit in sec. plus home econ. it'd be so funn. hahas. we got to see some of the ppl's remarks dat miss jay wrote..
woops. hafta go oredi..
- things have changed. for the worst? or the better? -
- Riel`]]
;`9:06 PM
{Saturday, August 20, 2005 YY
2oth aug 2oo5`]]
mmms.so todayy was a slackk dayy. but i thot of a new story plot. so that's... fruitful. lolx. kkx.hmms.. woke up rather late todayy. korr woke me up as usual. bleahhs. hmms. i went to the mediacorp webb and channel u one to look at the video clisp of the jue dui superstar thing. plus some other news thingg. the video clips were really funny. hahahs. andd i found out that... jun yang's special person he said sorry to when he got out was like... wayne.. and that wayne meant wayne lin jun jie!! wahh!! he knows JJ!! ^^, hao ku worrs. lolx. hmms. so.. todayy.. korr's church friends came to our house for cell. they were really... nice. hahas. they are all like musically inclined and their voice ishh really good. xian mu.. hahahs. there's this person i don't know who.. he or she.. played the piano really well. ishh like all the ice chinese songs norrs!! wha!!! oh wells. spent like hours at my dad's office thanks to timmy., he had to do his stupiid project thing.. aixx.. dad's gonna help me download photoshopp. yayy... can now try to create poster lerrs. get sue to teachh me. hahas. lolx..
still brooding over the whole jun yang losing to weilian thingg. sighh..
Life ishh so unfair..
- Riel
;`10:41 PM
{Friday, August 19, 2005 YY
19th Aug 2oo5`]]
wow..hvnt been blogging.. since... i don't know when.. hahhas. prelims are finally overr!! yayy!!! and and P.S.L.E oral ishh overr too!! Chinese.. i screwd the last parrtt. say until abit funny. but englishh.. i thot it was good. i htink i did well. i believe in myself.. lolx. i think i did my best oredii. hopefully i will really do well bahhs. mmms. now need to just work hardd for P.S.L.E!! can't wait for psle to be over norrs. on the day when psle over... [10th oct] i'm going outt and no one's stopping me!! lolx. hahahs.
Papers for prelims was... okayys i guess... Eng was fine. just screwd the part where they underlined the words for you and you pick one of the 4 xuan zhe... stupiid one.. Chinese was... overall not so hardd. it ishh.. rather easyy.. yet i'm not sure if i will do well.. hopefully i will. math was ok.. i couldn't get the correct answer for speed. so i'm kinda screwd. i thot science was the most challenging. i got like dunno how many wrong lerrs. oh wells. just keep praying i will do well for sec a and b.,, haixx.
went out todayy to watch charlie and the chocolate factoryy. was so funny. the uumpa lumpa was so funny. they were like singing.. "Angustus gloop! angustus gloop! The big fat greedy nincompoop. lolx. hahhas. was funny. hee. willy wonka!! hahahs. went shopping too. bought a $23 fox shirt. i love it. maid says it's nice too!! hahhas. neos were screwdd!! hahahs. benn gave us stupid hats and i look liek a cave man!! hahahhas. so crazyy larrs. playyed time crisis.. hahahs. was funn. i improved in my shooting skills. plus the basket ball shoot out thing... i beat benn!! whoopeedo. i got like 41 and she got 32 or something liddat!! wee.. i don't really ever beat her but yepp. hahahah.. i'm happy. todayy was really funn. ahahhas.
bouncing in the clouds,
- Riel
;`9:09 PM
{Tuesday, August 09, 2005 YY
9th Aug 2oo5`]]
Heyys.. firstt off... i just wanna sayy.. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!
Hmms.. so todayy.. was like a normal day bahhs. I woke up late. Hahahhas.. My korr was an idiot. Hahahas. at (, he switched on the hi-5 set and started listening to marion raven.. i was sleeping!! And he kept on disturbing me. *humph*
Timmy is being a retarded lil boii.. *pissed* he's tokking crapp and irritating me till i wanna kill him!! Hahahas. lucky korr side me den he no more disturbb me liao!! -lol-
mms.. i watched sleeping beauty with korr todayy. mmms.. very long never watch lerrs. was kinda nice. hohoho... I'm so childishh...
The NDP 2oo5 thing was kinda boring.. Kor was busy looking at preety girls. lolx. weirddo. timmy became sadistic and tokked about planes crashing and ppl dyingg... aixx.. Korr todayy very hyper.. hahahs. so funny..
lol.. mms.. so tomorrow must chiong lerrs. pia-ing. mms.. Pre-lims cumin liaos... aixx...
Let's reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we'll all achieve
We'll make our destiny...
Reach out for the skies
- Taufik and RuiEn
Dreading things that are coming my way...
- Riel
;`9:27 PM
{Monday, August 08, 2005 YY
8th Aug 2oo5`]]
mmms.. Heyys. Todayy is the national day celebration thingg in skool. Sad to sayy, it was disappointing. i mean like.. "Sighh.. whad a bummer." Miss jay was so totally wrong to pick the p4's to dance this yearr. i mean.. They are small and enthusiastic.. but.. their choreography was.. *coughx* mmms. i'm so mean... but yes.. I thot it was.... "painful". And the whole rapp thing for the p5s was working for me. it just wasn't right. and i didn't really think they were that good either... i think they should've did the dance insteadd... hahahas. p6 was.. boring larrs. lolx... in the end we won for the outside national dayy thing... mmms.. we got like pencils and pen? no idea.. mmms...
Ohhs. and the amazing feat of the dayy.. - i tripped and NEARLY fell onto Sherlynn. aixx.. Why i so careless?? my shoe like flew out. lolx... hahahs. and i was really really shocked till i couldn't say anything. i wanted to apologize for kicking her.. - by accident - but i just couldn't... aiyohhs.. "Riel, whadd happened to your mannerss?? Aixx..."
Anyways, i think thankks to Uchuujin, who wrote legend~Sarang, i'm officially addictedd to Shinhwa.. lolx.. No idea why too. Spent time on the com just reading shinhwa fics. hohoho.. Min woo so cutex!! lol.. Nvm nvm. i shall keep it to myself..
Anyways, so todayy in the hall, i was boreddd, so i faced the hall outside and Chriselle was well.. looking at me.. Den it's like.. okayys.. so i look at her backk. and.. i... waved at herr?? lolx.. the look on her face was so funny. but nevermine. i thot it was rather funny. since this isn't the first time i waved at herr... i waved at her on.... Fridayy too?? oh wells. I'm just trying to be nice. and the look on her face ishh just facinating.. and.. i'd be laughing at myself... wondering why i even waved at her... oh wells. it's just a wave... *quote from madgascar : Smile and wave boys, Just smile and wave..* lol. hahahs.
Tomorrow is national day... Happy Burfdae Singapore!! hmms. and prelims is creeping by. it's like... 3 days awayy... sighhs.. i'm scareddd. I think i'm prepared for... englishh? hahahs. and maybbe math.. Not too sure bout chinese and science.. sighhs. need to buck upp. pull myself away form the comp.. - why am i still on the comp now?? i wonderr.. lol -
mmms.. anyways.. shout out to all the ppl taking prelims!! Whether it is O levels or PSLE prelims.. this is to you guyys!! Good luck yarrs?!! You guyys can do it de.. Yao duo duo jia youu!! Wo men yi ding zuo de dao de!! Yippee!!! ^^,
Lonely night without you by my side
So just take my hand and trust in me
All I know is that I love you, I cannot let go
Baby let me love you and spend my life with you,
Till eternity..
You and I are meant to be
Our love is like a fantasy
I will never leave you alone baby
Never felt like this before
And now I'm beggin u to stay. I will follow u
Cause I want u...
Need u..
Perfect Man. [English Version]
- Shinhwa
Drifting off to a place where i should not be drifting to...
- Riel
;`10:24 PM
{Saturday, August 06, 2005 YY
6th Aug 2oo5`]]
mmms. heyys. dad came backk todayy. rather gladd. dinner was funny. we were tokking crapp. hahhas. didn't really slack todayy. REALLY REALLY gladd actually. mmms. decided to tune everythin out of my mind till exams are over. can't afford to slackk now. it's less then a week to prelims alreaddy. but i still need to read updates of ppl's fic. sighh, have to resist... Has extra hour of tution todayy.. and i'm gladd. lolx. i took over for my bro cox i think he either went for some church event or he went for drum. so yupps. pretty gladd larrs.
busy now... need to see this or i will regret.
Smiling happily. cheers mans.
- Riel
;`9:11 PM
{Friday, August 05, 2005 YY
5th Aug 2oo5`]]
mmms. heyys.. todayy's a rather slackk dayy. and i hate it to be slackk. yet aixx.. angry with myself for slackkingg. lolx. that wasn't helpable. my mum brot me out to centrepoint to 'shopp' and i went to great world after that.. spent about 2 to 3 hours at orchardd.. mmms. was nice spending quality time with my mummy. we got a prezzie for Jereth. I picked them. They were so cute.. and i learned a new wordd.. it's called bootee. or somehting. it's liek cute shoe lil thing that babies wear... so small and cute i almost wanted to buy it. lolx. they wear that cute jumper suit thing also so cute!!! but one thing i observed... - Everything very expensive... den i went to see exclusive designed dresses. They only tailor made like one pair per piece. mms. if you want it, you ahev to order from them and they will tailor make one for you. to fit your size and all.... theyy're really ex tho.. but still, they look really.. and i mean REALLY good. thre was this one where i really liked. it's like blue and it had liek a scarf thing sewed on it. then it outlined your figure and it was like a halter kind.. it looked really really nice. *glee*
i was at grt world looking out for board shorts to wear for national day. in the end i didn't buy any. cox no 1. didn't fancy the designs. no 2. don't really have my size either. ahhas. no 3. mum was tired and had to do some work at home. so i talked her out of bringing me to orchard again to get a roxy board shorts.. oh wells.
mms... i am confirmed going to the acs international carnival.. hahahs. so far, i've been to all. hmms. wonder why acsi don't have. lolx. nvm larrs.
mms. todayy.. i was well... i just read somehting.. and... mmms... i was thinking. and pondering. is love really not that complicatedd? is it really that simple? If it is.. then why is there always love triangles, one-sided love.. rejection and ppl committing suiside because of love? i wonderr. i never really thought of it. until todayy. okayys, who am i kidding? i thought of it before... but i just couldn't come out with an answerr. anyone wanna give me an answer? hahhas. live ish shortt. and we should treasure every single second of it. lols. -suddenly becoming so sentimental - *weirded* hee.
You're it, you're the ultimate
It's automatic, I'm sure of it
No lie, so don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cause I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it, you're the ultimate, you
You're the kind of guy, whose hand in mine
Sends shivers up and down my spine
You took my heart, and put it back together again...`]]
Ultimate
- Lindsay Lohan
Wondering about the different random questions that i fail to answer.
- Riel
;`10:17 PM
{Thursday, August 04, 2005 YY
4th Aug 2oo5`]]
mmms.. heyys. yesterdayy was the oral. and i'm gladd it's finally over..i was so nervous.. and my stomach cramp made me feel even worse. i think i screwd reading. hahahs. it's like. i skipped the first paragraph in the reading during preparation for chinese. and so, when i was in front of mrs su, the tester, i realised. and it was too late. and i had to start. so i fumbled abit on the first paragraph. cox it was my first time seeing that paragraphh!! urghh! i hate myself. why did i have to be so blindd! urghh!! hmms. englishh was okayy larrs. not say very easy to describe.. Mrs fong was yawning when i was desbribing the picture. WAs it very boring? i mean helloo!! i'm trying over here. hahhas..
Today was listening. Chinese was abit screwd up. i was just... i dunno. mmms. the last questoin i didn't know the answer and so i jus tput 1. i really didn't even know what it is supposed to be. urghh!! darn.. *sadd*
i find myself straying. i mean... look at me?!! i'm on the comp. urghh!! and i updated my fic that i haven't touched for 2 months. *see, that's a problem* urghh! i need to stop using the darn comp... *bleahhs*
I ain't tripping.
I'm just missing you..
You know what i'm saying.
You know what i mean...
Every now and then when I'm all alone
I'd be wishing you would call me on the telephone
And say you want me back,
but you never do
I feel like such a fool, there's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it, what am I waiting for
My heart's still breaking, I miss you even more
And I can't fake it the way, the way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinkin' of you
It's true,
I'm stuck on you...
Stuck`]]
- Stacie Orrico
Straying from the light and to the dark...
- Riel
;`6:54 PM