{Saturday, October 22, 2005 YY
22nd oct 2oo5`]]
so yes, here i am sitting on this com relating to you about my whole day. i woke up at whadd? 10.30? went to bathe and the headed to heeren to meet the churchh peeps. on the way there in the bus, i met benn. hahas. it was so coincidental... hhahas. so later we met the rest den we headed to cine to eat lunch at burger king. hahas. den we went to take neos. was fun. later we headed to taka and wisma where we did a little shopping then it was time to head back to trinity whre we faced our first youth service. mmms. overall.. it was kinda fun. and i guess i enjoyedd it. but i still need to adjust to their surroundings. it still feels weirdd for me. hahas. they're way too enthu and on. but it's a good thing. to burn such a huge fire for godd. ahhas. the ppl behind me seemed annoying. hahas. they were like gabriel and jeremy. whom should be the names larrhs. hahs. then. it was like.. arghh. they so siao lorrhs. hahas. den it's like when we stood up. they pulled our seats back. i could feel it cox my legs were sorta resting on the seat then they pulled the chair back and gave me a shock. hahas. den when we were about to sit down on our seats agn. they pushed it back agn. lol. then they keep screaming!! aiyohh... my ear drums gonna burst liao. hahas. den they were tokking bout all the p6s they knew. like oh.. this one is good. but.. blahh blahhs. hahas. so funny. * used to like one of them. ai yohh. hahas. oh wells. then i saw keith todayy. still as short as everr. and hahas. hahs. his hair turns weirder each and everyday. hahs. den he's still with his friend. i forgot what their names were. they were in my camp somemore. oops. hahas. youth service was like a rock concertt. hahas. but it was good. parent forum was a little boringg.i was so embarrassed when.. i sorta spaced out and didn't realise that aunt jennifer was talking to me..[joelle's mum] i think ppl would like youth. cox it's nice. hahas. ^^, oh wells. had fun todayy!!!
fun fun fun. lol
- riel
;`10:10 PM
{ YY
22nd oct 2oo5`]]
so yes, here i am sitting on this com relating to you about my whole day. i woke up at whadd? 10.30? went to bathe and the headed to heeren to meet the churchh peeps. on the way there in the bus, i met benn. hahas. it was so coincidental... hhahas. so later we met the rest den we headed to cine to eat lunch at burger king. hahas. den we went to take neos. was fun. later we headed to taka and wisma where we did a little shopping then it was time to head back to trinity whre we faced our first youth service. mmms. overall.. it was kinda fun. and i guess i enjoyedd it. but i still need to adjust to their surroundings. it still feels weirdd for me. hahas. they're way too enthu and on. but it's a good thing. to burn such a huge fire for godd. ahhas. the ppl behind me seemed annoying. hahas. they were like gabriel and jeremy. whom should be the names larrhs. hahs. then. it was like.. arghh. they so siao lorrhs. hahas. den it's like when we stood up. they pulled our seats back. i could feel it cox my legs were sorta resting on the seat then they pulled the chair back and gave me a shock. hahas. den when we were about to sit down on our seats agn. they pushed it back agn. lol. then they keep screaming!! aiyohh... my ear drums gonna burst liao. hahas. den they were tokking bout all the p6s they knew. like oh.. this one is good. but.. blahh blahhs. hahas. so funny. * used to like one of them. ai yohh. hahas. oh wells. then i saw keith todayy. still as short as everr. and hahas. hahs. his hair turns weirder each and everyday. hahs. den he's still with his friend. i forgot what their names were. they were in my camp somemore. oops. hahas. youth service was like a rock concertt. hahas. but it was good. parent forum was a little boringg.i was so embarrassed when.. i sorta spaced out and didn't realise that aunt jennifer was talking to me..[joelle's mum] i think ppl would like youth. cox it's nice. hahas. ^^, oh wells. had fun todayy!!!
fun fun fun. lol
- riel
;`9:54 PM
{Friday, October 21, 2005 YY
21st Oct 2oo5`]] -
Goshh. I've been MIA for so longg.... so here goes.. long entry.. =D
Wednesday
So, i spent my whole day lying in my bed and sleeping. it's like suddenly i had so much time and so, i slept from 1.30 to bout 6.45. and i watched wang zi bian qing wa. basically, i do that every wednesday to fridayy. hurr hurr. - i was boredd to death that day. hahas.
Thursday
On thursday, my mum went out to get me a dress for the wedding. and no prizes for guessing, i loved it tons. although it was like whad? green yellow kind of dress. not my colour i thinkk. but yes i still loved it. my mum's taste so rock. hahas. shouldn't doubt it. afterall, she used to be a fashion designer person. if her taste sucked then seriously.. everyone would die. bwhahahas. Then later i watched my boyfriend is type B. hahas. i still loved that show loads. it was so nice. hahas. the guy's rather ugly tho. tee hee.
Friday
Hmms, i went out with my mother. hahas. it was nice. we were shopping for another dress. no idea why. hahas. but in the end, we bought this skirt and singlet kinda thing and a jacket. it looked so cute. hahas. oh wells. den we went to shop for wan hui's present. i hoped she liked the present. hahas. then the bracelet couldn't fit her wrist.. sighh.. so sad. =( not my fault. i didn't know that her wrist was that huge ok! not saying that it's a bad thing? hehhs. den later i went to get my new wallet! yayy. i love it. hahas. and we went to flash and splash to buy a shirt for faye's cuz. apparently, it seemed a little too small for faye's cuz. it was LARGE! urghh.. remind me nvr to help anyone buy a shirt hahas.
Saturday
MMs.. it was wan hui's birthday. so since i'm writing this down now. i'd like to wish wan hui a very very belated birthday. hahas. we went to timezone. and we had to be punctual. aixx.. so my mum drove me to newton to meet chloe, benn and mergii. hahas. turned out benn and mergi were late but we still were on time to causeway point. wan hui was the late one. with her.. ermms. friend. don't know what her name was. hahas. i kinda forgot.. wait.. it was... FLORENCE! hahas. den we started playing. it was rather fun. hahas. we got to play daytona for ree. ahahs. den chloe and i played ddr. hahas. on the first time it was fun. but hahas. the 2nd time.. we totally embarrassed ourselves. ahhas. there's this idiot ppl beside us. hahas. they weird weird one. didn't know what they were doing. then when we sorta died.. chloe went like.. "This people arhhs. they just did that to choke a spot." hahas.. so funny.. Den we palyed like this motorcycle game which i couldn't drive and their were guys looking at us like as if we're siao. den i totally embarrassed myself when i got 10th hahas.. when we played daytona expert.. i got first.. whoo hoo! hahahs. After that, we went to pizza hut for lunch. it was fun. hahas. with the four of us, chloe, ben, mergii and me being crazyy ahahs... deb laterr the four of us plus wan hui went shopping. benn bought stuffs. she spent the most. definitely. hahas. in charles and keith. it was so suffocatingg!! arghh. i almost died you know! my lungs got abit of problem. lol. stupid excuse. most probably cox it's like what? i'm too short to breathe the air floating at the top. hahas. wan hui was thirsty so me and her went to kfc to buy i forgot what drink. hahas. den we went to metro. we were sorta tracking bao zhing. wan hui's friend down. ahahs. she was at the underwear section buying.. hahas.. a halterr. xD hahas. den we went to 77th street and wan hui bought something for bao zhing. den when we were bout to go out. bao zhing came in. bwhahahs. so coincidental. den later we met benn. at mmms. ice lemon tee. they.. meaning wan hui. benn and mergii spent about half an hour there. hahas.. chloe and i went to charmeleon or whadeverr.. den we bought rings.. hahas. i love my ring. hahas. ^^, to cut it short, we were going home by mrt then.. hahas. mergii went on the wrong mrt. bwahhahs. and we were all freaking out. since it was her third time taking the mrt. hahas. she had a laughing fit in the mrt and she said that everyone in the mrt thot she was psycotic. hahas. so funny. ^^, i had such a fun day!
Sunday
Our last day of pre-teen. i was kinda sad. sighh.. pastor pris was so nice. gonna go try visit them again some dayy.. aix. gonna miss pre-teens.. i don't like change. i DON'T like change! i'm not ready for youth. it feels so surreal that it's gonna happen soon. sobb. i'm.. just.. not.. readyy. arghh.. it' s tmrw.. hahas..
Monday
Nothing really happened larrhs. hahas. kor kor. went to work tim went for tution and i was left home alone. ahahs. i basically created new fic lol. trying to be committed to complete it hahas. ^^, i chatted with mmms.. alot of ppl that day. hahs. ^^,
Tuesday
i can't really remember what i did that day.. hahas. i know.. i updatedd. hahas. hahas. and cheryl agreed to make me a posterr. bwhahhas.. ^^, yayy. lol. den yes.. she intro-ed me to handwriting wizard. it was sorta accurate. hahas. hahas. talking with ehr ishhh loads of fun. plus she's a good writerr. bwhahahs.. ^^, must go http://www.handwritingwizard.com hahas.
Wednesday
Basically, mmms. Benn slept over that day. it was fun. she madd.. she chased timmy around the house. literally i mean. hahas. was funny. bwhahahs. den we slept late to chat. hahas. and fell asleep. she learned the art of playing cs over here. hahas hahas.
Thursday
We went over to E shyen's house to play. we played dead or alive Xtreme volley ball thing. sick game. hahas. yet it was fun. ahhas.. ^^, den we palyed icy tower.. yay. den i got hooked to it. bwhahahs. then i slept late. hahas.. cox i read so many completed fics. all ed and gill find them nice. hooked on them again. hahas..
Friday
Finally, todayy.. hahas. went to.. mms.. 6th ave there and hahas. discussed the whole game stall thing. with mms.. benn. e shyen. michh. gabb. daphne and me... =) hahas. den we decided on the whole thing and went to holland v, benn ate laksa and e shyen and michh ate burger kingg. met mrs goi there. hahas. also, met e jin at the ice cream parlour place. and you knwo whadd?!! i fogot to buy coke with lime.. *wails* wahh.... wahh.. then i also passed my love hina books to chloe. hahas.. poor thing. she's locked at home.. pity her... hee. den went to e shyen's hosue again. to discuss somemore before going home.. mmms.. and and. i bought the damn ex cosmo girl and now it's being koyatted by my bros. urghh... and i bought. mr bojangles as benn calles it. hahas. hahas.. ^^, i love mr bojangles. bwahahhs...
Tomorrow is youth transition dayy.. sighh. oh wells. will head forward. no turning back anymore. smile and move on. be positive towards changes. for changes is good. no change. no growth.. breathe in. breathe out... arghhh!!!
Not ready to face what's ahead of me
- Riel
;`9:10 PM
{Tuesday, October 11, 2005 YY
11th Oct 2oo5`]] -
PSLE ishh overr!! Yayyy!! hahas. i guess i'm happy bout it. i so screwd psle.. sighh.. mmms.. oh wells.. i slept over at benn's house yesterdayy.. mmms. it was fun.. we spent like almost 8 hours at orchardd. starting to get bored of that place alreadyy.. mmms. i cried yesterdayy. =not really something bigg to anyone except myself= i saw benn's tuton teacher leaving then i dunno why but i was so sadd. den i criedd. it was like.. all those bottled up feelings just started to open up. The whole period of time. from benn's tution teacher leaving to american top model.. the atmosphere was so tense. chloe fell and her jeans tore. poor herr.. Playing truth or dare was ratherr.. funny. hahas.. turns out that E shyen writes down all the secrets people tell her. so funny. who does that?!! hee.
todayy went out with chloe and benn. we did a make overr. den later we met chloe's tution friendd Gerald and we went to watch the dukes of hazzardd. he arrs.. he can DRIFT!! like jay chou in initial D. except on daytona!! very good lorrs. xian mu!! wahh!! Mmms. he scary lehhs. we went to take neos den he was still at e zone then later half way when we're taking he suddenly opens the curtains and see us. i mean like cine got so many neo machine how com he know which one we're in?!!! hahahs. so yupps. he look like a childhood friend of mine. but i dunt think he is larrs. oh wells. hahas. he's like taller den me or something. not sure. hahas. and chloe calls him short. dat means i'm shorter right?!! Sobb.. hahas. so altogetherr.. mms. today was fun. but everything has a price to pay right?? I missed PRIDE. i was so upset.. oh wells. PSLE is over. i've 3 months of nothing and to top it all. I CAN GO PERTH WITH BENN!! WEe.. hahhas. hahhas. People who wanna go out with me ask kk? lol. hahahs.. I NEED TO GO OUT TO CELEBRATE!! ahhahs..
I helped my kor kor with his blogg. so funny. hahahs. was funn. kor kor was so nice to comfort me on the phone last night when i told him i was depressed. heee. i love my kor kor. =corny= Kor's jokes are so cold. he was like this.. "If you need a corn, call me because i'm corny. hahahs."
it's After PSLE. Why does it feel so surreal? like a dream?
- Riel
;`10:32 PM
{Saturday, October 08, 2005 YY
PSLE's almost overr.. I'm sadd over my tution teacher not teachingg me anymore. i admit i don't like change!!!
I'm upset. i'm distressedd. i can't concentrate on my science. I feel like a part of me is missing. i don't even know why. think i'm going berserk. i love's craig david's don't love you no more.
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.
- Dont love you no more[I'm sorry]
Craig David
i'm depressed...
- riel
;`10:49 PM
{Friday, October 07, 2005 YY
7th oct 2oo5`]] -
so yes, psle is almost ending and i can't help but feel... relieved? hahas. and happiness is somewhere there too. spending more time with my tutor makes me feel reluctant to stop having her as my tutor.. but whad to do.. math was difficult i must admit and hopefully i will be able to get an A. mostly prefer a high one. haix..=who wouldn't?= English was relatively easy. and i felt a vast sense of achievement after writing my compo. chinese was like okayy.. not too easy and yet not too hard... Science is the last paper and i'm trying to studyy as hard as possible. can't afford to do suckishh..
children's day celebration was stuupid. like.. there was this magician.. it was just so boringg. haixx.. had lunch with E shyen, Benn and Mergi. was kinda nice. went to watsons to go for a "hunt". lol...
had like a study group on saturdayy. last sat? =should be i think= with wan hui and benn. wasn't really fruitful, but i did borrow a science assestment kinda book to do from benn. finishhed it at home on the day itself. hahahs. the study group was fun. hahas. it's like.. we ended up playing truth or dare. lol. and i found out that when a donkey and a zebra mate and give birth to the young. the young's called a Zedonk. bwahahahs.
i'm just suddenly so dead. no idea what's happening. the urge to study just suddenly left me. i'm in a state of frenzy.. blahhs.. i read the student's sketch padd thing. hahas. i like the stereotypical sg girl one and the teacher's the day one. hahas. the pokemaid thing was weirdd. yet the gay guy was shuai. hahas. funny.
time passes so fast... in a few more months, it's going to be my birthdayy. and then i'll be 13. it's just so fast. thinking and thinking.. i'm not so sure i want to leave p6 life. aixx. i don't know if i'm readyy. it just sucks thinking that i will be 13 soon. no idea why i'm feeling that way. but i just want to stay like this. because i don't know whad will happen during my nxt so called phase of life. i don't want to be 13 yet. although the thought of it is nice. but i don't know. just don't know if i want to move on to sec 1.. aixx. leaving mg primary will be painful.. for some reason.. all the memories of being a little kidd growing with godd in mg makes me don't want to leave primary school. i'm very mao dun now. it's like i was really looking foward to being 13 and now.. i'm just not so sure anymore... aixx..
Time just passes so fast. Don't know if i'll be ready for the next phase in my life..
-Riel
;`3:57 PM
{ YY
7th oct 2oo5`]] -
so yes, psle is almost ending and i can't help but feel... relieved? hahas. and happiness is somewhere there too. spending more time with my tutor makes me feel reluctant to stop having her as my tutor.. but whad to do.. math was difficult i must admit and hopefully i will be able to get an A. mostly prefer a high one. haix..=who wouldn't?= English was relatively easy. and i felt a vast sense of achievement after writing my compo. chinese was like okayy.. not too easy and yet not too hard... Science is the last paper and i'm trying to studyy as hard as possible. can't afford to do suckishh..
children's day celebration was stuupid. like.. there was this magician.. it was just so boringg. haixx.. had lunch with E shyen, Benn and Mergi. was kinda nice. went to watsons to go for a "hunt". lol...
had like a study group on saturdayy. last sat? =should be i think= with wan hui and benn. wasn't really fruitful, but i did borrow a science assestment kinda book to do from benn. finishhed it at home on the day itself. hahahs. the study group was fun. hahas. it's like.. we ended up playing truth or dare. lol. and i found out that when a donkey and a zebra mate and give birth to the young. the young's called a Zedonk. bwahahahs.
i'm just suddenly so dead. no idea what's happening. the urge to study just suddenly left me. i'm in a state of frenzy.. blahhs.. i read the student's sketch padd thing. hahas. i like the stereotypical sg girl one and the teacher's the day one. hahas. the pokemaid thing was weirdd. yet the gay guy was shuai. hahas. funny.
time passes so fast... in a few more months, it's going to be my birthdayy. and then i'll be 13. it's just so fast. thinking and thinking.. i'm not so sure i want to leave p6 life. aixx. i don't know if i'm readyy. it just sucks thinking that i will be 13 soon. no idea why i'm feeling that way. but i just want to stay like this. because i don't know whad will happen during my nxt so called phase of life. i don't want to be 13 yet. although the thought of it is nice. but i don't know. just don't know if i want to move on to sec 1.. aixx. leaving mg primary will be painful.. for some reason.. all the memories of being a little kidd growing with godd in mg makes me feel reluctant. majority of my friends are going to mg sec. but whad bout the rest.. will we lose contact? just sad larrs. oh wells. i'll just let it be.. -kinda mao dun- being 13 is something i used to look forward to. dne now it's like kinda different.. oh wells. =/
Time just passes too fast. Will i be ready for the change?
- Riel
;`3:37 PM