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{Monday, December 26, 2005 YY

26th Dec 2oo5`]]
hrmms, so today's boxing day.. and and, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JESUS!. it was yesterday actually. =))

so, my christmas day was overall, satisfying i guess.. i love all the presents given to me =)) i went to church so early. i think besides johnavan, the rest were like late. next time, i'll try to come slightly later. grr... and how ironic, i came early to get seats at fourth floor, and ended up going to 3rd floor with joelle, bro brian, benedict and justin. but 3rd floor wasnt any different besides looking at the screen. god's presence was still there and i felt it. =)) ben was crazy. he talkedd alot. and i so happened to be sittting besides him. lunch and grand's was as per normal. food was good. opened up my presents and later, went home to take a long nap.

today, i went for like the ANG's 2005 thing. -.- was okay i guess. i went at like 11. and it only started at 1. i had to like blow up balloons and tie them. stupiid. =(( then we played like bucketball. hrmms was rather fun i guess. team 2 rocks! WEE. we won first prize hahas. that's thanks to kor kor jeremy. sounds weird. okays, he's like some cousin. his girlfriend is christine!! how small the world is. she used to be from the church i went to. [CCC] rather nice to see her again. hahas.. still, jeremy practically rocked at bucket ball!! he's like 20 i think, around there. he's really god. and like, he's so fast. it's like. he appears everywhere!! hahas. he looks like a basketball player arrhs! and he had both his feet in the air for like 2 secs. SO HIGH! hahas.

hrmms. you know how it feels when someone's troubled and when you ask them what happened.. they just ask you not to bother. i guess, as a friend, you'd feel affected by them too right? i mean, you wouldnt just sit there and watch them feel so depress and yet not do anything to help. and you'd feel sad too right? i mean like, why would you not?? and, it'll be worst if they asked you not bother... the feeling just ain't nice.. right? sighh.. it's sad how even when they're close to you, they wont share their problems. just feels sucky. like you're useless. like you're just nothing but a fool. makes you seem so uninportant. i mean.. like.. wouldnt you feel affected by your friend's behavior if they were upset and depressed and yet they asked you not to bother? sighh.. the feeling's just not good. and as a friend, you cant just go scold them and say, why arent you telling me anything. dont you treat me as your friend? a friend you can trust and count on??!! you cant do that for they're upset and depressed already. so what do you do? bottle it up? sighh.. and as a friend... if that person asks you not to bother, it means that you shouldnt probe and respect your friend's wish right? is that how it is?!!! sighh.. this whole piece of crapp doesnt make sense...

things i try to express out and feel it's better to keep it in.
- Riel


;`11:30 PM


{Friday, December 23, 2005 YY

23rd Dec 2oo5`]]
hrmms, so chirstmas is coming so soon, it's like the days actually go faster and faster. guess time really flies so quickly. speaking of which, hrmms, christmas presents are all being bought already. except for my little brother. i'm fretting over what to give him!! =X

watching king kong again wasnt exactly a blast. i knew what was happening at what time and so i just observed my little brother jumping off from his seat when king kong suddenly appeared. i laughed really hard. it sure was an amusing sight.. =)) went for the inn yesterday. i guess, it was different from last years. and shorter. pastor gerald talks alot. but it's supposed to be a good thing right? alot of people did give their lives to god.. went to serene before the inn. missedd 174 by like a second. just when i reached the bus stop running like a psycho freak, it left. -.-" then i waited for another bus for at lesast half an hour. there was an indian mother and little kid waiting with me. the little boy was so cute. his mother made him pose for a photo in his raincoat. and he put both his hands to his cheek and smiled.. =P so cute... upon reaching serene 15 minutes after the time that i was supposed to meet the usual people, i just strolled to serene. couldnt be bothered to run anymore. then we swopped presents and bro aloysius cell got bro aloysius like a pola bear. which was HUGE. and it cost 50 bucks. hahas. so thoughtful. my cell like sorta 'died' LOL. only gid and i were at the inn meeting. our cell's just not united enough. then, grace called. and we, meaning me and benn actually thought she was faith and we went hysterical. only to find out 5 to 10 minutes later that she was grace and not faith. it was definitely upsetting. hahas. hrmms, the inn was funny. =)) i was really thirsty. and i ate a mentos hoping to quench my thirst. i wonder. "what the heck was i thinking?!" it only made me thirstier. after the inn, we went to serene again. and i bought a drink! hahas. then we took pictures. Jo made bro aloysius pose with the bear. and he was like. "hurry up!!" and when i asked him to hugg the bear properly he was like, "i dont want! i dont want!" =)) then hrmms, i went home at 11 and got home at possibly arnd 11.30? and then got a lashing from my mother. so now my ass is hanging on the line. this isnt nice. but oh wells, i sorta passed curfew time so i deserved it. hahas. =))

Went to school too on thursday too. i got posted to MG. not very surprising. =)) but i guess i'm glad. got all my books already. i've got like 9 or 10 subbs.. looking at them, it seems really scary. it's like, in a weeks time, it's back to school... we had to buy lab coats. it just seemed so dumb. LOL and PE shorts relaly look ugly. no offense to the designer or anything. but it just looks. EEEEEEEEEEE!!! and i wasnt selected for jap. disappointing. like very. maybe it all just works that way. benn's mum says if we appeal we would be able to get in. but i can't be bothered to do that. maybe it was god's plan. =)) hahas. oh wells, i was eligible for higher chinese anyways. benn didnt take higher so we might not be in the same class next yrr. boo. =(( orientation camp is like the day after school re-opens?? or is it on the day itself? hrmms, i wonder, if it's a two nights camp.. how do we bathe??!! SCHOOL'S STARTING SOON! and seriously, i'm not prepared for the stress. it just seems too scary for thought... it just seems that way..

Chloe's party today. it was rather nice? we just played taboo. and ate dinner and dunked people in the water. and swam arnd and act all psychotic. i guess that's what we do. hahas. and i got elbowed on the bridge of my nose. it hurt really badly, considering my super high bridge LOL.i cute my leg while getting dunked. LOL. benn's toe was bleeding like crapp. and because bro brian might be reading this i cant use the word i always use. not that i should when he's not around but. yupps, i'll just not use it. =)) in case he slaughters me. hehhs. the chicken chloe's dad cooked rocked. havent tasted such a nicely cooked chicken since i dunt know when. hahas. not saying that Lisa cooks sucky chicken but chloe's dad's chicken just tasted nicer. =))

And hrmms, today's Jedi's birthday!! *cough cough* To person B you get my hint. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIQI and MY CUZ, JIE MATILDA... hrmms, so coincidental. LOL.. and i just found out that bro aloysius's birthday was yesterday?? is it? HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO ALOYSIUS anyways. hahas. christmas is so soon! 2 days away!! =))

and i saw faith today!!! the first thing she said to me was like. "Have you shrunk!!" -.- that was evil. LOL. hahas. she has an auzzie accent! hahas, and i actually managed to go to chloe's party. WEE. praise god. hehhs. =)) hrmms, ingyte pre launch is next friday and i'm hyped. hahas, i wanna see my brother dance! =)) it'll be fun! hahas, and on top of that, faith might come too! it's really good having her back.. it just is.

And the talk. it was short. questions i pondered till night... answers that i knew but ignored. facts of life that i'd have to accept and yet, havent exactly done so... truths in life that i know of and yet have been hiding from them. a seven minute talk can seriously be bothering. imagine a longer one. =))

the year's ending. the new year's heading this way. it seems so surreal..
- RieL


;`9:41 PM


{Monday, December 19, 2005 YY

19th Dec 2oo5`]]
hrmms.. i'll just start here. =))

Saturday

the day where things just didnt seem to be so nice when it was supposed to be?? hmms, SPARKS was... errs.. just not what i expected. games were abit weirdd? my grpp, 19 had like... 5 people in it. SOOO pathetic! hahas. then i shifted over to benn's grpp. was rather nice. =)) hahas. my 10 bucks for sparks got wasted. the food wasnt exactly errs.. what i expected it to be? i mean i paid 10 bucks!! *moans* hahas.. after sparks, went to serene to hang out. LOL i'm still sick of macs.. hrmms... playedd truth or dare with the the guys and the usual TOT players. hahas. it was hilarious i guess. Benedict's dare was possibly the funniest dare that day! hahas. he was supposed to kiss gabriel on the lips i think. mo, wasnt exactly specific. then he borrowed or took the drink cover and placed it over his mouth in attempt to kiss gabriel on the lips. hahas. it was the most hilarious sight i've actually seen. come to think of it, i didnt know ben was that sporty. =)) hahas. i quote him, "i wanted to kiss him[gab] but is he dunt want to let me kiss him!" LOL. it's uber funny. =)) then later, ezra and gidd ran away. hahas so we continued to play.. benedict was then anmed a gay. LOL. then so xue er was asked like who she would like among the guys or who she liked among the guys.. something like that, then she picked ben cox he was supposedly gay and he wouldnt like her back. =)) LOL. then i think bro brian came and we had that talk. the one which i dreaded to have. that was the worst talk that i actually ever had in my life... it was like, so tense and then i refusedd to say much in case i started crying. it jsut suckedd. and according to BC. the talk's not exactly over i thinkk.. hmms, it was a sad day.. at least there was more sadness then happiness in that day =)) LOL i'm crapping. just skipp this part. hahas..

Sunday

still not in the mood. still very sad.. hahas.. but i'm gonna skip it. i wont talk bout it on the blog. it jsut sucks. =(( i watched bleach. hmms, i'm hooked. it rocks. WEE WEE WEE. benn being the so not into anime type was like clueless on what was bleach and she thought i liked to wash my own clothes!! -.-" blahhs.. bleach is so cool. WEE. i'm still on high. hahas. i slept relatively late that day. which was yesterday. hahas. hmms. fretting over how to get to plaza sing. =)) dan should know what i'm talking bout. LOL.

Monday

hmms, i woke up at 9 todayy. i managed to wake up at least. thank god. =)) vera smsed me if i wanted to meet her at bukit batok mrt station and i agreed so basically. my whole night of wondering how i was going to get to plaza sing just all went down the drain. AHH. so stupiddd. hahas. then i was late for the meeting. basically bukit batok is so far away from douby. the ride sucked. vera last minute couldnt go. the whoel reason iw as going to the king kong outing was cox vera wanted me to go. so for the whole ride i was like... -.- crapp.. long ride. shouldnt have gone. LOL. but surprisingly, i dunt regret going i guess. Mo waited for me at the mrt. for like half hour plus. hahas... he was at novena when i was at bukit batok. LOL... ahhas so he waited long. hahas with like 3 aunties who were abit weirdd. hahas.. met the rest. didnt know so many guys were like going. there were like 6 guys and 3 girls. hahas. we seemed so pathetic. hahas. king kong was supposed to be a sad show i suppose. only towards the end. there were like parts where, it was so freaky! and i screamed at like the sudden part. and gidd was like why're you screaming! LOL. hahas. then throughout, well most of it, it was just hilarious. mo was just spluttering nonsense and because i was sitting next to him. i laughed like so much. even when it wasnt suppsoed to be funny. it was like.. me, gidd and mo were the only one laughing. LOL. keith and ezra kept throwing popcorn at us, so our seats sorta look messy. all their fault. ezra was crazy. he put the circle box thing over his head to defend himself from popcorn that mo and gidd were throwing. keith had a 77th street plastic bag over his head. hahas. i was only aiming for keith anyways. hahas. i'm evil. when the show ended, all of them became high. i think david and joash were the only sane guys. the rest were all insane. hahas.. i just kept laughing and laughing at their stupid jokes. hmms.. when i reached there i was like late. didnt really bother to rush. i just realised i was so dead. benn was like. are you okay anot? cox she sensed that i wasnt even in the mood for a movie! so sweet larrhs. hahas. hrmms.. i think there was one part in king kong where the choclatey brown ppl were trying to capture the women.. annie or ann? LOL. then i think she pointed the middle finger! LOL the women with white hair. bwahhas it was super funny. hahas then king kong pulled the t-rexes jaw apart. then when it sorta died cox it's jar 'came off' dunno how to explain. then king kong was like. pull the mouth open and close. hahas. that was gross larrhs. but i was laughing. hahas LOL. basically, today was fun. =)) i'm super broke. i met giidd on 174. he took a bus at liek park mall.. opposite plaza sing. and i took an mrt to orchard and then got on 174! so stupiid. hahahs LOL. could have jsut followed him. hahhas. =)) this whole entry was on the outing hahas LOL. and i got drum. sticks! WEE. hahas i spent half an hour choosing a pair of wooden sticks. WEE. the basses is yamaha looked superr cool. hahas the hot pink one rock. hahahs. =))

so basically, i'm still affectedd by the whole stupiid thing. then benn's been really sweet larrhs. =)) so yupps thanks. =)) and gab C. came back today or yesterday or something. he bought me gum! WEE lol i think. or maybe he jsut bought it for himself. =.=" hahas.

i'm trying to ignore that constant tugging in my heart. i dunt wanna know how i'm feeling now. = benn's reading me like a book. well partially. and it's really scary.... benn, if you're reading this. =)) it's not suppsoed to be a bad thing!! Faith's coming back on friday!! benn's party is cancelled. no crapp circle meeting. that sucks. GAHH. chloe's having a party on friday. pool party? i dunt really fancy swimming. =(( LOL. kor got his results today!! people write me a testimonial. =)) winglin's back up again! =)) yayy.. i have things to read now.

i just got a call from my mum.. we're watching king kong!! i'm watching KING KONG AGAIN!! TWICE IN ONE DAYY!! GAHH!! i cant watch bleach tonight!! SIGHH!! AHHHH... another 3 hours of butt ache. LOL.. i think i'll still be laughing. it's hilarious. but i dunt wanna watch again!! sian.. sighh!! GAHHHH...

i dunt know exactly how i feel now. ((= ))= ??
- Riel


;`8:02 PM


{Wednesday, December 14, 2005 YY

14th Dec 2oo5`]] -
hmms.. i'm sick. hahas. i went out yesterday to go christmas shopping with my mum and older bro. spent lotsa money away. hahas. i guess it's normal. i mean. it's a season of giving right? hahas. hmms. so anyways, i have absolutely no idea what to get my older bro. sighh. i cant get surf brands. it's too ex. plus i dunno what to get mo too! just realised i made more friends this year. last year was pure anti social larrhs. cox in school you mix with one clique and the clique only consist of like 4 people including me so now that i broke out of the whoel circle i made more newer friends. which in a way, i have nvr regretted. =)) although it meant that my bestie and i arent so close anymore.. oh wells.. hmms. this year has been one of the nicest years in mg at least. hahas hmms.. this year was exciting.. painful. sickeningly stressing. fun. ties might have been broken. bonds might have been strengthened? i dunno but overall, it was satisfying i guess. not many setbacks. nice memories.. i guess it was nice this year. time really do pass so fast. in a blink of an eye, it'll be 2006.. just really fast. and i'm gonna be sec 1. that means. no more pedomorphic me. hahas. have to be more mature i guess... =))

hee.. i guess when i look bac on these 2005 days, there's so much to say. i mean.. i've spent this whole yeaer getting to know new people. moving on to youth and all.. it's been great and i guess i enjoyedd it SO SO much.. it feels sad moving on to 2006. =)) hahas. hmms.. i just realised like a day ago that last week was the last cell and it was just really really like a punch in the face to me. i mean. i love my cell. although we've only known each other for like a few weeks. it just felt so sad for me. i've been meeting and knowing so so many people and i really hope cell didnt have to change to FUEL track. then i wouldnt be so sad. bro brian's like really not gonna be my cell leader anymore. and it's sad.. like really. i mean in a way we are close?? i dunno but really, it's sad.. since he's to me like an older brother. i mean i feel so comfortable talking to him. and sometimes i forget that he isnt really related to me by blood... aixx. so i guess i'm really sad. i personally dont like changes. and ignyte's launch is gonna be SO SO soon, it scares me..

Also, camp just touched me so much. i believe that god's trying to get me to bring people, so called non believers to church. and i'm trying.. it's hard but i'm trying. i've got to have courage. i mean i asked sherlynn, but whether she can make it for SPARKS or something is like, i dunt know. i mean she seems so busy with her schedule and sometimes it seems like she's too busy to even think of god. i mean it just seems so to me. her schedule is so pack. and you know rejection is painful... sighh so i've suddenly got no courage to ask her again. i mean i really hope that she will be able to feel and encounter god like how i have so i'm hoping that she can go to SPARKS. i'm praying too. and i'm hoping that thru me, she will feel a need to go to church. i really dunt know. but i hope that thru me.. thru my actions she will be able to see that being a full time christian is just satisfying. i mean i hope that she will be saved. and i hope that by saying she's a christian, she really will be a full time christian and that she'd spend time with god and go to church to praise him for what he has done in her life...

hmms. so basically i'm just typing out what i think and feel. hmms. what do you do when there's something you really want to say out loud and yet you cant? what happens if one day you feel as if there's this sickening feeling of discomfort in your stomach and it's not because you ate something wrong...? what happens if you feel like telling someone how much you appreciate them and because of that you're falling for them? what happens if you feel that way and yet you dont have the courage to speak up? what happens if one day, the person you fell for hurts you? will you recoil into a ball and disallow anyone to come near you, afraid that they might hurt you? or will you give them a second chance and continue to harbour feelings for them when they in actual fact have no idea that you even feel for them? what happens if one day that special person in your heart breaks all connections with you? will you lose hope? what happens if one day you run away from your emotions and give up on the one you have feelings for. and one day, that person you used to love expresses their feelings for you. will you regret ever giving up on them? or will you just shrug and move on not feeling a thing?? i wonder. and yet i never get answers in return. how ironic the world is... <-- i just talked too much up there. so many unanswered questions. i must seriously be outta my mind. =(

today was a nice fine day. i met up with benn at orchardd and shopped for gifts. it's sad how money can really just fly away so fast from your hands once you buy stuff. it's like with a flick of a finger.. you're super broke... and then it takes like just too long to earn all those money back. sometimes things just seem so expensive... and yet they're so tempting.. and sometimes the devil just knows our weak points and we sin due to temptation... ahhh... oh wells, i'm being really very weird todayy.. hmms. oh wells.. but this world really is filled with the devil's doings. and temptation is usually why we sin right?! i mean if eve wasnt tempted by the stupid snake, we wouldnt be here right? i'm super questionytodayy. LOL kk nvm..

well, i'll stop blogging. i think i'm on an emotional high. LOL and it's not a good thing. some rest and television might do me good. or maybe i'll just take my medicine and sleep... am i depressed or what? LOL okays, so anyways, i'm still affected by the whole bro brian not being my cell leader thing. i guess changes are very much evident in our lives and it always comes and goes and as a human. a person, i believe that i have to adapt to them LOL. kk whatever, i'm outta my mind. hmms..

i cant's wait for sparks... i honestly and earnestly do hope sherlynn would come.. i really want her to experience the god i worshipp. after all, she would really need the lord's help during the days she's in need. so why not turn to god? right? am i making any sense?? =X All i know now is that i'm not happy. and yet i'm excited for sparks! i dunt know where bro brian is! he's not online. and his phone is switchedd off. ahh.. stupid...

i find it rather amusing how i can jump from how my day was today, from what i do today to bro brian being offline and yarrhs.. hahas. this is really crappy. =( i'm having mood swings. LOL.

it's 12.17 am now. there's no show on the television now. i guess i'll just take a long shower... hopefully, i'll feel better. ^.- aixx.. timmy is really sickening now. he's adding to my unhappiness and distress. he's talking about some sick shit with like things in it that are obscene. and he's now telling a stupid story about my life with some guy.. joshua?!! stupiid. he's really. shitty. he's adding to my unhappiness. i'm ready to pounce on him and suffocate him!! Urgh!! stupid timmy. timmy's stupiid. grr...

i honestly am not happy
- Riel


;`10:35 PM


{Friday, December 09, 2005 YY

9th Dec 2oo5`]] -
heyys... just came back from camp. it was difintely a blast!! Got loads of things to say..

Camp. - First day.

So basically, on the first day, for ice breaker, we played this bing bong game. the game i played at spark c, mg p4 camp... it was really funny. during the trip to malaysia, zech was really funny. his jokes were darn lame. hahahas... then later we played like games. one was on perseverence. i hated that... so many mosquitoes bit me and it was aching to the hands since we needed to stretch it out till the older ppl seperate the red beans from the green beans... hahahas. at the courage game, kor smacked his face into the fence and he looks rather horrid now. poor thing... service was good. pastor darick was the preacher. it touched my heart alot and alot... then at night while sister michelle went to a meeting in the AVA room, jayni called gabriel. hearing their convo it was darn funny. then i talked to him cox he wanted to say hi. was damn funny larrhs. and his voice was really low... like really really!! he sounded realy freaky. then later he asked jayni to ask me if i wanted to know a hot guy... name? daniel tan. LOL he arrhs... didnt even look hot. hahahas. damn funny... hahhas

Second Day

we woke up like 6 or something and went to the field to play some game... it was basically like crushing the newss paper into balls and throwing them at your opponent. [then we were already seperated into yellow andred army.] red army won larrhs. and since i was in yellow, it sucked.. we had to pick up all the litter in the soccer field and it's like... there were so many!!! hahas.. the we had service... morning one.. by pastor gary.. rather nice... hahahas... games, we played like FAT. according to these letters.. we learnt F = faithfulness. A = availability and T = teachability. i learnt that i must avail myself to god so that i can reach out to my non christian friends... yupps. hahahas... then we played games at night... the pantyhoes one sucked. lucky i didnt play that. my fav game was like the sock one.. it was really fun... hahas.. aim of the games was to pull the socks out of your opponents legs... really fun. we owned them in that game. hahas.. then alter me and joelle figure skateda rnd the soapy water. LOL.. hahas. we're childish!! hahahs.. then for water bombs... gabrielw as aiming for me. the p6 one. hahhas he aimed for me but whacked shawn instead.. so hahahhas.. thanks shawn!! hahahs. and jeremy whacked me with the water bomb. ahahhas.. the sec 1 one.. aiyohh.... he whacked so hard arrhs!! my back pain.. hahhas..

Third day

We learnt.. or i at least learnt alot in like the moening service and the night one... the night one.. was the one that touched me most. i cried so, so much!!! hahas.. i felt the presence of god there. jut around me. it felt as if i was in his arms and he was telling me everything was okay. and that he would always be by my side forever... he touched me alot. and i cried alot. ahahahhas... really really... alot alot and alot. hhahahs.. that day i guess i had accomplished what i expected for this camp to give me... i went to this camp hoping and expecting that the lord will help me and give me more faith in him and really, that day, i felt that my faith in him had incresed so much that now, i am willing to trust him whole heartedly. what god did in my life is forever remembered. he rocks.. hahhas...

Today

Last day todayy... i'm rushing alot.. because my show's starting.. hahahs.. there was this cute guy who was in gab's group... aka brave grpp then jayni named him purple cox he was wearing purple on that day. it was really funny. hahahahs.. but i have to admit.. he was rather cute.. tho i dunt have no feelings for him.. ahahs.. i dunt go to church to seek and look out for potential cute boyfriends.. LOL. hahahs.. then i can't remember which day but there was one day where jayni i was bathing and talking at the saem time. [we didnt bathe together mind you.] the toilet had two bathing area kind so she tok one and i took one. then she was questioning me and i was questioning her then she asked me if daniel or gabriel pua was cuter. hhahahhas.. so funny larrhs, guess my answer LOL. anyways.. then... * think that nicodemus is cute!! ARGH!! he's so irritating.. he said i was bad influence to keith.. hahas then jayni i was like like no way!! hahahs. then keith took our side and said that he was forced to say yes.. hahhahs.. so nicodemus was like playfully strangling him. he's very rough tho. i gently just whacked him cox he insulted me and he whacked me back. LOL. hahahs hahahs. stupiid guy. he isnt even cute!! yuck!! i mean.. hello?!! i talked to him face to face and i saw how he looks like... hahahhas.. * abit blind. hahahs. but nvm.. so anyways... then we had to pose for photos today.. then it was like... there were so many ppl and NOBLE was sitting on the first step it was like.. how to see our face lorrhs!! hahahs hhahhas. then mmms... service was really good today... pastor gary preached. i got slain when brother victor prayed for me and annoitted me.. [however you spell it] then i guess i'm going to give it my all and try to help get people to know the lord. to witness his awsome power and also to meet with him face to face. to have a relationship with him.. really.. i guess.. i'm going my all and doing that. and today's samantha's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

then later, all my group members.. Jayni. i guess i was quite close to her in a sense. she's reallly nice to mix arnd with... hahahs.. then. Krystle. she's also really nice. in fact everyone was nice. hahahs... Hwee Yi. Annlyn... Michelle. really, they had helped make camp so great and fun.. hmmms.. the guys.. richard is camera shy.. ahhas he cna make a bird sound by whistling. Zech rocks with lameness... hahas. and Keith's according to Jayni.. very cute. hahahs. then there
s Shawn who is in acsi. who loves to go "childish" ahhahs ahahas. so altogether they make NOBLE the best grpp ever!~!! YAY!! oh and not to forget sister michelle too!!

infusedd camp rock!! it was so unmemorable!! i couldnt and wouldnt and never will regret going for camp..!! i thank the lord for everything. i made lotsa new friends.. and brother brian was so nice!! WEEE. hahahs.. and the funnny thing is that Jayni thinks B is kiddish cute!! and i'm like HUH?!!! LOL... mo was really nice. talked and ruffled his hair alot. ahhahahs// camp rocks my smelly socks. ahahs LOL

Infusedd was the best camp that i've ever gone to. i never will regret!
- Riel

P.S: things that i have forgotten to add in for camp will be added in, in the next entry. ahhahs. hahhas. =)


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♥ My Love;

"Before I formed you in the womb i knew you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."
Jeremiah 1:5

♥ About Me;

Riel;
Child of God;
Eleventh January; FIFTEEN;
Single and Available;
Ignytian;
MGSian;
SALTIE;

♥ Chat Me Up;



♥ Great Escapes;

Amelia; Ariel; Audrey;
Benn; Benedict; Ben; Brian;
Chet; Chloe; Clare;
Danielle; Davelle; David; Dee; Derek;
Elena; E Shyen; Eugene;
Faith; Faye;
Gabriel; Geri; Gid ; Gillian; Grace;
Janet; Jared; Jeann; Jia; Jo; Jolene; Joy; Juhi;
Laura; Liwen;
Michel; Michele; Mimi;
Nadine;
Rachel;
Sam; Sherr; Sonal; Stephanie;
Twins;
Vandana; Vera; Vincent;
WenXi;
Xue;
YingYen;
1M; 2M; 3E;


♥ Credits;

I don’t rip people’s blogskins, so don’t accuse me of ripping your skins.!
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