{Monday, February 20, 2006 YY
20th febb,,,]]
mms, my weekend.hrmms, sat was quite slack. went to fun o rama then went to church. ate 4 packs of candy floss. gonna die of diabetes. hehhs. mms, church was good. pastor peter shared exactly the same thing i wanted to share about if i was to do so during mgnyte. just like. felt that we all could learn something from daniel. WEE.. hrmms.. went over to macs as usual. laughed for 10 minutes plus. thanks to this guy, no idea who he is. he started talking bout his chinese teach being so bblur. [his class would cheat duirng ting xie and go like: lao shi wo bei tong yao stretch. then he's go see how to write the words and then the teacher would go"bu yao kan ying wen shu!!" LOL not sure if it was real but then it reminded me and abby and xue er of the !Kung bushman then we started laughing like psychos.. then we went ovver to island cremery where the MGcrossies were and LOW and BEHOLD, we saw miss tok. =X hahahs. guess teachers can chill too. hahas..
DAvid's party was overall quite fun. hrmms, had to run to buy zippo. LOL.. so retarded then come back so sweaty and hungry!! hrmms, some people were being immature retards. rawrr.. they played with stupid fire starters and burnt them. i mean like please larrhs! waste my money to buy new ones!! oh wells. then when they left it was ncie and fun. hahas we ate ice cream. caramel ice cream taste quite nice. i didnt exactly have a choice because Jo and abby and the two dans? dave? dunno larrhs anyways. they all ate the reversO!! hahas, anyways. the caramel wasnt too bad. =)) hrmms, joelle burnt her hand. poor girl. daniel Liu was nice enough to take care of her wound. sweet guy. bwahahas. DAVID learn from your bro! LOL. mms, they play the guitar SOO well.. rawrr.. hahas. the highlight of the party besides the stupid and yet funny racist jokes was AMINAH!! hahas.. as told by benn it was like this.
Jo: Aminahh!! dunt talk just fan!!!
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Aminah: Maids have rights!
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Aminah: SEE! Aminah good! CAn play guitar for M'am to hear. [bwahhahas]
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Aminah: Aminah dunno how to sing. Teach Aminah to sing! Aminah only know tegalogue song from philippines. =))
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Aminah: Aminah take water for you. From toilet bowl...
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Aminah: Aminah learn guitar from the maid centre!!
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Aminah: Aminah see girl! Not boy! you look at me and see!
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Benn: You're really very hairlesss!!
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Me: you're very hairless.
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Dan: For the LAST time i'll tell you, I DON'T SHAVE!!!
So basically, it was super fun! hahas with aminah arnd. he even had that accent. ahhas so funny. =))AND it's fun to disturb dan. ahhas =))
Walking home from turf city was ncie. tlaked alot with benn and like. shared alot with her basically. could feel and sense what the lord was trying to speak to me about... got lost in girls route 3 times. visited a horse and half naked man who freaked me out.. *shudders* hahas. quite slacky. hahas. =)) saw miss gan when going home AGAIN! abit scary. hahas. oh wells.. trying to manage my time wisely!!!! chapel was good today. his presence was really there!!=))
AMINAHHH.....
- Riel
;`10:34 PM
{Saturday, February 18, 2006 YY
18th FEbb,,,]]
Fun - O - RaMA = fun.
ME = DRAINED.
salt = NICE.
boredd boredd boredd...
- Riel
;`11:03 PM
{Wednesday, February 15, 2006 YY
-15th Febb,,,]]
it's total defence day. just a day ago.. it was val. mmms... time really do pass so extremly fast.. hrmms, VAl. 14th febb. known to be the day where you show ppl you care and love them.. funny, why cant it be any other day. or everyday? why on 14th febb?? funny.. had 2 tests on that day. one of which is life science. i so totally screwd it. pretty sure i'll do badly. tryinf to be optimistic tho. not really working. but i guess maybe a failure might wake me up from this whole fantasy. where procrastination is all i do. maybe it'll help me to realise that i cant keep procrastinating and that if i dunt do anything bout it. i'll lagg behind. i guess it's time to change... kick procrastination outta the window...
it's crazy.. i've survived what? 7 weeks of school? seriously, i think i'm dying.. like, school's just becoming mprinted in my daily life. i'm mentally drained. HW's a bore... tests are crappy.. and i'm not doing very well in school either.. things need to change. i need to change... hopefully, i'll start afresh. become a renewed me. have that energy that is needed during school. to succeed in life. to be a living testimony for god..
officially quit dance today. stared at the phone for 10 minutes. knowing i wont be able to perform for dance night is horrible. like dreams are crushedd. but then there's SALT. joining SALT. thinking of what the lord can use me to do. i's a pretty nice thing. it's great i mean. like. of all the people in the world. he chose me to make a difference in MG. i'm honoured and glad too. =)) now all that's needed is courage and boldness. to just impact others. to be that someone who will make a difference in this school. to be the ambassador for christ! so that ppl can see the lord thru me. cox he's the sole reaon why i'm standing on this earth doing what he wants me to do...
it takes a big step to set myself apart. hopefully it all goes well.
- Riel
;`10:52 PM
{Friday, February 10, 2006 YY
10th Feb 2006,,]]
it's close to Vday. rushing to finish class deco. under lotsa stress. for no apparent reason. i dunt wnat my class to look like we never did put in alot of effort. i'm in charge of it. i want it to look nice. presentable. Values ed pretty fun. personality test was super inaccurate. but heck it was for fun.
got leotard. spent lotsa time getting it. went with benn had lunch and KAP met gidd. found out whre victoria street is. kinda ulu. like deserted with nobody there...
had MG-nyte on wednesday. very good. SALT. that's what i was burdened for. mmms. strong. chaotic. i dunno. thru this two days of struggling ...he's really shown me alot of what he can do in my life. and i think that this is where the lord wants me to go. god always comes before dreams and desires and sometimes we must really give up our dreams and deisres to persue what he has planned for us. =))
turning sick i think. uh-oh... =(( that sucks. oh wells.. sleeping's pretty much what i think i need. i have 2 tests on Vday. that's super crappy. rawrr.. i have to study.. aiyoo... and CONGRATS to my cuzzie who scored 7 for O's! i'm so proud of you jie!! =))
i'm pretty much quite sure miss gan hates my compos.
SOBB. i put in so much effort!
sighh.. it's so depressing... grrr.. but oh wells..
maybe it does suck anywyas. bwahhas. =))
BLAHHS.
floating in the mist, where you cannto see me.
-Riel
;`10:49 PM
{Sunday, February 05, 2006 YY
5th Febb 2006`]]
I'm SADD.
end of story.
i do not tell the whole world everything you say.
- Riel
;`12:04 AM
{Friday, February 03, 2006 YY
3rd Febb 2006,,,]]
actually dreaded the end of school. wasnt keen on going to modern. not in the mood. yet i dunt regret going ig uess. it was super fun. =)) better than ballet technique where you just slack and try to catch up. =)) super fast... always screwed and the funny swimming part. hahas.. but overall, it was good. danced to dancing in the moonlight?? this super old and fast beat song. instructor was nice. =)) the dance I.C was mrs phua. she was one of the values Ed teacher with mr lim aka tweetybird tie man. hahas hahas. the mouse or rat personality test was inaccurate. yet fun to do. just laughed a whole lot. and compared my mouse with merrilyn's!! Klarissa's had a super long tail. and it meant that she thought she was very attractive and so we kept teasing her. hahas. and we drew on her mouse. ^^, i'm still happy.. modern was super fun!! hahas.. beat's were so fast. have i said that already? =)) the instructor was a teeny bit scary tho seeing as she watches us so carefully, it's uneasy. and i screw up aalot when she's looking at me! hahas. =)) warm up was tiring. she made us do 2 sets of 8 sit ups. shoulders off the floor. then to the side 2 sets of 8 and to the other side 2 sets of 8. then we had to go in pairs so that one could hold your legs while you go up sideways.. tiringg... then we did dance warmups. very cute. hahas. hilariously funny. i enjoyedd it! WEEE... hahas.. saw danielle after i left the dance room. just realised she made it for the jazz self choreographyy.. WOOT. =)) i got free hair net from annette!! WEE.. hahas i dunt have to get one anymore! hahas..
For Ch, i think i've been switched to marcus's group.. NOOOOO... i'm separatedd from xue er.. SOBB. ; ( oh wells. sadd and poor me. LOL.. hopefully joelle's still there. ahhas. i dunt wanna be alone. so foreign. hahas. oh wells. it doesnt exactly matter. MATH sucks. i hate math. i suck at subtracting , deviding and multiplying fractions. especially if they have negative numbers in them. so complicatedd. RAWRR. i have a test coming soon. i might possibly fail SOBB. did well for lit test tho i didnt read the book till the end.. YAYY. chinese test on tuesday. afraid i'll fail. =X needa studyy for it.. let's do a list of homework, things-to-do and assignments:
1. Home Ecoons Essay.
2.Computer Skills Presentation
3.Page 38 of Higher Chinese TB.
4. Explain to the whole class what's a metaphor.[because miss gan says i look as if i know. -.- diao.]
5.Not Poor, Just Broke character Study.
6.Physics. Chapter 3 of WB.
7.MATH. pg 119, Ex 5g.
8.Valentine's Day decoration and Stuff.
9. Read Saffy's Angel.
10. Perfect my dance steps.
11. Get a leotard. -.- [ASAP]
Sighh,this list looks so depressing.. oh wells, thanks to my wonderful procrastination. it all just piles upp. Grrr.. stupid stupid stupid... rawrr i want to just start venting my anger on something.. hahahas i wanna start screaming!!! My social life just went to the ground it's like i spend 12 hours in school!! that's half the day!!! for cross if you count CCA, it'll be about 10 to 11 hours. but for dance with the after practice with 'crew' and the perfection it's 11 or 12 whole hours!! or slightly less.. by a bit. SOBB.. that sucks.. oh wells..
Math sucks to the core. School's bleugh!
- Riel
;`9:07 PM
{Thursday, February 02, 2006 YY
2nd Feb 2006,,,]]
mmms, feeling slightly better. i'm DISTRACTED. i cant concentrate. i cant really do anything without smiling. oh wait, i can. hrmms, school's been a piece of crapp. miss tang have been missing in action... ever since forever!! crapp. now i dunt understand math homeworkk!! GAHH. Saffy's angel lit test was pretty easy. Miss gan's funny. on friday she said test wouldnt be on wednesday and thne it turned out, POOF; wednesday!! GAHH.. i didnt even read it finish. due to.. procrastination and the usual me. =)) mornings are dreadful. my eyes are so, so tired, as soon as i get on the bus, i fall asleep.it seems so routinary. weekdays are so hectic. and when weekends come, you slump at home and get as much sleep as you can. which isnt alot. considering the fact that weekends sorta seems slightly like weekdays. just less tiringg. .. really stoned. tired. ezhaustedd.. drainedd.. homework's just piling. my mind's a blank. procrastinating like never before. i wonderr, how will i continue with this whole process till school ends??
tomorrow is Jac's birthday!! so, wishing her a BLESSED BIRTHDAY!!! all the best in everything you do!! =)) hrmms, in charge of the valentines day thing with belle. discovered that 1M's pretty disoriented. everyone doesnt respect each toher. just only teachers! -.- spent lotsa money on roses. oh wells... i still cant believe i'm sitting next to someone who boot licks. i just feel so tortured sitting next to her. SOBB.. when will the term end?? i think it's just me. i'm weirdd. GAHH..
life science todya was quite fun. we played arnd with the micro pipette. hahas. mergi kept screwing up. hahas and i spilled the green dye. SOBB. i screwed like crazyy!!! LOL. level chapel's like not even working out. i still need scores and on top of that i hafta sing which is weirdd. bwahahas... oh wells.. this whole week's been CRAPPY and yet not crappy. somehow.. GAHH.. this is crapp =((
am i supposedd to be feeling anythingg?? 'Cause i'm not.
- Riel
;`9:37 PM