{Tuesday, September 19, 2006 YY
The death of people and things isnt for you to choose.
The fact that it just happens during periods of time when you least expect it, leaves you all vulnerable and crashed to pieces. The fear of losing that something or someone so precious to you, sometimes leaves you hopeless. The pain of knowing that within a week, you will most probably lose one of the most treasured person or rather 'thing' leaves you hanging, leaves you somtimes doubtful. ..
But miracles do happen dont they? Desperate cries and prayers to the lord will be answered, wont they?
And my deepest fear, right now, is losing you. Losing you to something you were born with, something even no doctor, or you can save. and only He can save you.. And only he, can answer my prayer. ..
Really, what is this? And why now?
I pain to know that you're suffering. i pain to know that i'm going to have to watch you go. .. i dont want to.. . i dont want to at all...
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"i lay every burden down, at the foot of the cross"
daddy, oh daddy, wont you grant me a miracle?
- Riel
;`5:06 PM
{Friday, September 08, 2006 YY
Us. ((:
say goodbye to the aminah sprite model because Zhihe is in the house. :P
Jo's fake burial.
brenda.cheryl.helen.sister varina.shumei.jo.me and reuben being extra
reuben hugging his ivan dear
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CH outing was really great. i guess it was just a time of bonding. CH isnt just about greeting people in church, making them feel comfortable but it's also about getting to know new people and having fun together even as we serve. And CH outing really just helped us to get to know each other. ((: even though we hardly even knew each other, other than our chinese and english names and what school we come from, it was still really, really fun. "suu en, jing long, guo cong" Jo, dont they sound familiar? HAHAHAHA
Chinese whacko was cool. No one actually called me. HAHA. and I did say jo's chinese name but even without me saying it, Sister Varina guessed it right but all of them thought it was fake anyway. someone even called her BAO ER by accident. hehhs. poison ball was really fun and Ivan was really really pro. the way he ran from the ball was like so cool. and reuben was born to run. LOL
Sister Carol's sharing was really touching. It's something that would be kept close to the heart for a really long time. ((: spending half an hour in the sea was really fun, though really short. reuben bought new shorts after jo's relentless teasing about not wearing them. HAHAHA. and then he lost his wallet. =X
hopefully we'll find it today? If we go to the palawan beach.
dog and bone was really fun. though shermaine,ivan,joshua,reuben,sister varina, Helen and I ended up doing the stupid chicken dance HAHA. and the food was great. though very oily but still tasty. and the craziest thing that jo had to do was open the F and N grape and splash it all over herself and all over my shirt. LOL.
CHouting was fun ((: WHOO.
flying high, i love CH
- Riel
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;`12:21 AM
{Friday, September 01, 2006 YY
hmms, maybe instead of typing out what i feel or think in this utterly over emo way as some would put, i shall not post anything sad, depressing or whatever of sort. .. . .
and let me do a quiz to kill time even though i could be watching ONE TREE HILL SEASON TWO now. hahas. ((: nathan.haley. tralalala.
1. Time of starting this?
12 AM
2. Were you named after anyone?
Nope
3. Do you wish on stars?
If I could see any, then i guess i would.
4. When did you last cry?
Thursday, I laughed so hard when i saw AHEM's photo in the year book that i cried.
6. What is your favourite meat?
Pepper lunch.
7. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf?
I dont know.
8. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?
I'm not sure. Would I?
9. Are you a daredevil??
Not really.
10. How do you release anger?
I tear paper and sleep, sometimes i bitch or keep quiet.
12. Do you trust others easily?
Not really, it's quite tough actually.
13. What was your favourite toy as a child?
My bolster.
14. What class in school do you think is totally useless?
I don't like history. And geog? And maybe math.
15. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Depends on who i'm talking to?
16. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
No?
17. What do you look for in a guy/girl.
God-fearing. besides that, just ask me another day :P
18. Would you bungee jump?
Yupp. It'll be FUN (:
19. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Nahh, i wont bother. that's why my laces are always so loose.
21. What are your favourite colours?
Pink.Black.Orange.Yellow.Red.Green
22.Whats ur least favourite thing?
Back-stabbing hypocrites who are racist.
23. How many ppl do u have a crush on right now?
Who has a crush on so many people at once? ZERO.
24. What do you miss most right now?
Doing things I want to do. And talking to people i want to talk to.
25. What colour underwear are you wearing?
What kind of sick question is that?
26. What are you listening to right now?
The Time Has Come - Hillsong
27. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Red, Orange, Pink or Black.
28.What is the weather like right now?
Dark, It's midnight.The air is still.
29. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Secret. Only CC people will know :P
30. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Hands and Eyes. Facial features or Physique? LOL
31. Do you like the person who did this before you?
Yeah.
32.How are you today?
Fine.
33. Favourite drink?
Green Tea?
34. Favourite alcoholic drink?
I dont drink.
35. Natural hair colour?
Dark brown black.
36. Eye colour?
Dark brown?
37. Wear contacts?
Specs. My eyes are too small for contacts.
38. Siblings?
2 brothers, one older, the other younger.
39. Favourite month?
January?
40. Favourite food??
Dunt have i think.
41. Last movie you watched?
Is one tree hill counted as a movie? I LOVE ONE TREE HILL!! ((:
42. Favourite day of the year??
My birthday? I dont know. Christmas?
43. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out?
I dont think i usually ask people out.
44. Scary movies or happy endings?
Depends on my mood.
45. Summer or winter?
Autumn.
46. Hugs or kisses?
Depends on who's giving it to me?
47. Do you want your friends to do this?
Anything, really. it just kills time ((:
50. What book/magazine are you reading?
Re-reading the Purpose Driven Life - Rick Warren
51. What's on your mouse pad?
Some logo.
52. What did you watch on TV last night?
Surprisingly, i havent touched the TV today!!
53. Favourite Smell?
Food?
54. Do you regret ever breaking up with someone?
Nope.
55. Favourite actor/actress?
JAMES LAFFERTY!! ((: CHANNING TATUM!! ((:
56. Any celeb you have ever seen?
Singapore celebs. Taiwanese Celebs.
57. Weirdest thing that has happened this week?
I cant recall anything at the moment?
58. Whats ur room like right now?
Dark. Lights are switched off. My lil bro's asleep.
59. Last thing you were given?
White Polar bear ((:
60. Time finished?
12:28 AM
Crap Circle meeting was fun today. Bio PW was nice. Chui and Jia's fun to do project with, so it wasnt so bad ((: Talking to benn's really nice. ((:
Sometimes, just because you want to hide the truth from people, you lie, but dont you think that telling the truth rather than lying is more worthwhile? Trusting someone to keep what's so close to your heart is tough. But you know i'll always be there. Because you deserve more than just her. You're a nice person you know? And I think she's making a big mistake if she's just using you because she's got no one else. ..
Dont judge a book by its cover. There's just really a lot more to people than just what they seem to be like on the surface. You showed me that. ((:
Unveil the truth
- Riel
;`11:53 PM