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{Thursday, December 28, 2006 YY

Merry Christmas everyone! ((: i'm days late but hey, it's still christmas right?! sort of anyway.

So i came down with wonderful Chicken Pox. and now, Calamine lotion is my best friend! LOLL.

Chicken Pox
chick·en·pox or chicken pox (chĭk'ən-pŏks')
n. An acute contagious disease, primarily of children, that is caused by the varicella-zoster virus and characterized by skin eruptions, slight fever, and malaise. Also called varicella.


BOO. it itched a lot. and thank god that it's not itching anymore. oh yay! ((: thanks to those who bothered to make sure i was feeling fine. and thanks to those who made me feel better when i was really down and itching ((:

"Take heart, your faith has healed you."
Matthew 9:22


I'm praying that i'd be healed soon and then i'd be able to make it for watchnight. ((: I'm gonna have faith. And maybe, just maybe, i'd be healed just in time for it. Think positive - that's what i need to do.


Thank you for always making me feel better. ((: Thank you for waking up at unearthly hours just to accompany me through my itchy and sleepless nights. Thank you for always comforting me when i felt down, assuring me that i'd be okay, encouraging me when i needed it.

I've nothing nice to blog about. BOO. just that i really really really thank god that you can only get chicken pox ONCE!

WHOOHOO!!

and i'll nvr forget 25th Dec 2006 because i spent my whole christmas in bed. HAHA. and i didnt get to eat ANY good food. BOO )): but i still got to open presents AND, wish Jesus a happy birthday. ((: And thank God for all the many OTHER wonderful things he did. ((:

And i guess that's all that really matters. it was really an experience though. Like trying not to scratch it or like applying dumb calamine and looking all white and weird. It really was quite amusing. And for once i get to have Timmy as a slave and he doesnt annoy me as much. And I can sleep so, so much and not have to do anything else. Come to think of it, besides missing people a lot and of course the ITCH and the ugly spots, it wasnt that bad.


I MISS PEOPLE. i miss you and you and you. I miss so many people. it feels like ages since ive seen you. since ive seen anyone actually. AHH! im like going insane thinking about so many things and one of them is you. BOO! ): I hope you're alright though. Take care ((:


Poxified
- Riel


;`9:48 PM


{Wednesday, December 20, 2006 YY

and when you majorly screwd up. and when after all that's said and done, you still lose, what happens next? what do you do then?

do you cry? give up? or like try overcome the situation? and if so how are you supposed to do it? when at the end of the day you still lose something or rather someone that you never wished you had to.

and when you make mistakes, do you get a second chance to redeem yourself? or does it just end there? does everything you worked for, or everything that you treasured just disappear in a flash? arent you supposed to let me prove you wrong? and not just cut me off like that?

those words, they hurt so bad. i wish for you to take them back, like you never said them at all. but like you said, what's done is done. what's said cannot be taken back and what's hurting will still keep hurting. it's ironic how i never thought that this would ever happen to us and i thought that as we leave for different places, it'd be on a good note. but i guess i thought wrong. i thought so wrong.

and am i supposed to be pissed at you? because im not. am i not supposed to be sad or troubled about it? because i am. is this how it really will be? is this how you want it to end? because that isnt what i want at all. it's far from it.

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves


"Isnt our one year plus of friendship enough to convince you that im not that kind of person? or were those days just pure superficial? im sorry."


i dont want this year to end with you forgetting me. i dont want this year to end with me and you just cutting away from each other. i dont want this year to be my last goodbye.

what happened to the laughter and the smiles. what happened to the teasing? to the bullying? what happened to the crapping and doodling?



and what happened to us?



just another one of the many
- Riel


;`6:50 PM


{Saturday, December 16, 2006 YY

and there's so many things i can say about EMERGE but i guess it just bounds down to one important thing and that's GOD ((: he really empowered me so much and like, the many tears shed, the many heart felt words he told me. everything just not forgotten, kept in my heart. and i feel like this time, it's different from infusedd. like i took back home something much more than what i took back last year. expectations were just exceeding. and i thank god for the many powerful encounters with him. ((:

"the waging war does not start in mahkota. it starts here, now.(in singapore)"
- Sister Kassey.

"The height of your expectation is the depth of your encounter with God."
- Jon Ho.

Something like that. But these two wonderful people are the ones that impacted me throughout EMERGE ((: YAY!

And it was not only empowering but fun. WHOOO.





My lovely bunkies, Dania, Krystle and Sam ((: Totally love them. It was so much fun with them. and our night talks are the best! ((: hilarious!




My awesome group mates! ((: Sister Kassey, Jon Ho, Jolyn, Valerina, Benedict, Jeremy, Krystle, Chelsea, Rachel and ME ((: i love ELHANAN!! <3



CAMWHORE! ((: you cant see Sam though LOL LOL.


A shout out to gid, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ((: <3 god bless and thanks for everything. you're the BEST! ((:

((: i'm happy. CELEBRATE is coming. CAMWHORE danyeowww. ((:

thank you for making me smile ((:

Of lameness and laughter. ^^,

-Riel



;`11:31 PM


{Friday, December 08, 2006 YY

Staring out at the sky blankly, the little girl turned to look at the little boy beside her. "Hmm, what do you like?" She asked. They were so young and so innocent. "I like food!?" the little boy replied cheerily as he rubbed his tummy and smiled. Rolling her eyes, she turned away. "And besides that?" she asked him. "Hmm," the little boy muttered as he started to think. Turning towards the little girl, he smiled yet again. "I like you. (:" Surprised, the little girl gasped and slowly a grin formed on her lips. Nothing else was said as both little kids sat beside each other, quietly, enjoying the comfort of each other's presence...


hmm, i think it's cute. like when you were young and so very innocent. nothing else really mattered. and sometimes it's one of those moments that really, really makes you smile even after a bad day. ((: and when you're thinking of it, you just cant stop smiling because it's just so very innocent, and so genuine. .. ((: thank you.

And today was well, to simply describe it, i guess it was fun. memorable? err, quite?! okay maybe kind of. Hilarious? definitely!!

--

"Do you know how to get to Meridian?"

"No."

"It's near centrepoint."

"And where is centrepoint?"

"Opposite John little."

"And where is John Little?"


"Somerset MRT."

"And where is Somerset MRT?"

"Robinsons there."

"And where is Robinsons?"

"AIYAH i'll go fetch you. Meet me at Heeren?"

"Where's that?"

(silence...)

"OH YAHHH. right. okay, bye."

"Bye -.-"


--

Not funny. (: Ah well. you can probably guess which one is me ((: im feeling quite something. i wanna do a quiz. i shall cope from Jo. (:

;

Finish the sentence.

lets run through the fire
i am something
i wish i could get some fresh air. [it's 1.16am)):]
i can't believe that we're supposedly good friends.
you're such a blahh person
why did you have to be so nice?
i love anyone who loves me
i hate being misunderstood
i need stomach ache oil.
my favourite store sells my favourite things.
i am in love with my cute tortoise who surprisingly loves to eat _____ ((:
the best season is autumn.
i love you because you always never fail to reassure me that im forever yours. and that no matter what you'll nvr stop loving me and picking me up when i fall ((:
my best friend is hot.
they are my good friends because they never failed to always be there when i needed them.
my favourite subject is nothing.
why is this happening at a time like this?
how am i going to risk it without getting hurt?
where are you now?

The first word coming to mind

love tortiose
hate devil
cute wuzun
smart(ty) cheese?
pretty good
hot pancakes
strong superman
short stature
famous darwin?!!
popular bookshop
my best friend rocks
my worst enemy sucks
my best family member is them

What do you look like
A MESS.

;

time to hit the sack. ive got stomach aches =X BAHH.

and how long?
- Riel



;`12:24 AM


{Monday, December 04, 2006 YY

Tokyo Juliet.
in the midst of all my slacking and rotting at home, i have finally decided on watching another chinese serial drama ((: addictive? quite, predictable? pretty much. but nevertheless it's really sweet. and i shall name a list of reasons why i love it tons, ((:

The list.
#01 ; It's a sweet serial drama X)
#02 ; The guy acting as Ji Feng Liang is WU ZUN ((:
#03 ; Wu Zun is very charming and he's really cute. (Especially when he smiles)
#04 ; The plot is rather amusing, although quite drama and rather predictable.
#05 ; It kills time and I pretty much am hooked onto it.
#06 ; I'm a sucker for this kind of sad, complicated, and romance plots.
#07 ; It's funny. The girl cries at least five plus times in every episode! TSKK.

Wu Zun has the nicest smile ever. And when he is jealous over somthing really small, it's like super cute! And, he's super protective of her in this really cute and adorable way. Lardeedarr. I think im just being stupid ((: OH WELL.

i think chatting online is funny. no wait, chatting online with certain people is funny. Like, it's so lame. All the made up things coming from tim. and all the other nonsense coming from me ((: LOL. and some people are just really gullible in of course a very cute way. ((:

Today has been another wasted, and non-accomplished day but hey, at least you made my day. ((: So much for wanting to go to BTP. bleah, cant get my butt off the seat and eyes off the comp. Im feeling lazy. ): OH WELL.

Christmas is coming. Im gonna become broke soon. BUT, but but but but, that also means chinese new year's also coming. (in about one or two months) and that means, RED PACKETS ((: Oh yay! Ahh, i need to go shopping for presents soon. AND i need to start studying. ): Bahh. anyway, the good thing is...

EMERGE'S ON SUNDAY (: oh yay! this is so fun (: And like infusedd, it's probably gonna be a great time of encountering God and having breakthroughs ((:

And hopefully you will come back to church. dont wanna see you backslide my friend, (:

Is this all I ever wanted?
Is this all I ever dreamed off?
Is this all I ever hoped for?
Wished for?
I wonder.


Of Stupid grins, and dumb monkey faces
- Riel


;`4:39 PM



♥ My Love;

"Before I formed you in the womb i knew you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."
Jeremiah 1:5

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