now that's done, i suppose i can crapp for a while before i get bored and end off or something. hmm, when suddenly everything seems to fade away and you stand right in the middle of the hall surrounded by a million and one people, and you walk to and fro, back and forth, and you realise no one notices you, no one cares about what you're doing and there's just this one lingering question in your mind;
how long will it stay like this. i wonder.
then, the highlight of the day where i laughed my head off ;
-
"what's Bai zhe bu nao?"
"Try again and again i think."
"then Bei Gong She Ying is what?"
"You know the story? The person saw a reflection of the snake in the water then he -"
. . . .
"I'm longing for my true love."
LOL LOL. so random larr tskk. boy crazy people.
one word; AMUSING. ((:
school's been alright. pretty tiring and all. but nonetheless, im surviving and overcoming because ive got God by my side. and i dont need to climb the mountains before me because if i meet with one, god will help me move them. ((: mhmm.
im feeling really hungry and in a thinking mood. and what if i fell. would you catch me? i bet you'd be busy doing sth else. random random dont know waht that was supposed to mean. and do not misread that or whatever whatever. gone high thanks to the grape LOL LOL dont kill me. ((:
mighty to save - Riel
;`3:12 PM
{Monday, January 15, 2007 YY
hmm, in a blogging mood i guess.
First, i'd like to wish CHLOE and KELLY happy birthday. hmm, and although im not that close to both of you, i hope that you'd experience the power and love of god in this year ((: god bless.
Mondays kind of pass really fast, which maybe is of a good thing, because school's starting to get hectic and tiring. it's getting confusing, difficult, and just really a bore. Stoning has never been so much fun but sadly, there's just no time to do so, not when people's teaching, not when you dont understand stuff being said and written on the board....
and it's when you first step into chapel, tired and everything, the atmosphere's different somehow, at least it was to me. and i was wondering or rather thinking about how blessed I am to have chapel every single monday morning without fail. and although the 'sermons' arent like what ignyte is like, the presence of God still lingers and it's really a blessing to just lift everything to God right at the start of the week. and today in chapel, they sang this song, and he spoke to me of so many things. it was overwhelming, somewhat scary but just standing there busking in his presence and in all his love and assurance, things just never felt so possible before.
In the quiet In the stillness I know that You are God In the secret of Your presence I know there I am restored When You call I won’t refuse Each new day again I’ll choose There is no one else for me None but Jesus Crucified to set me free Now I live to bring Him praise In the chaos In confusion I know You’re sovereign still In the moment of my weakness You give me grace to do Your will When You call I won’t delay This my song through all my days All my delight is in You Lord All of my hope All of my strength All my delight is in You Lord Forever more
and just right at that moment, impossibilty really disappeared, all my doubts, everything, because in him i can find that strength to climb the mountains in my life. i love, love this song. it was so much of an assurance, a promise to me, and the encounter with God was really needed. ((:
thank you.
"if you dont believe, how can you achieve?" Sister Alicia said this last Sat, and it really meant something ((:
Impossible is nothing -Riel
;`5:30 PM
{Sunday, January 14, 2007 YY
and i have just realised that i havent done a 2007 post or the new year whatever post. BLAH. )): i shall do one now, phwa. ((:
2006. when you think about everything, from the 1st Jan to the 31st Dec, i guess the whole year was a pretty good one, one that I knew God was with me throughout every obstacle and challenge faced. And there were the many encounters, the new friends, the not so new ones, the falls, the hurts, the tears, the moving-ons, the laughters, the pain, the anger, the accusations, the forgiveness, the letting-gos, the smiles, the loves, the lost, the missings, the phone calls, the fun, the joy, the experience and the many others. and through all that, i learnt so many things, i grew to become someone stronger, i learnt from my mistakes and my falls. and i guess, with each time i fall, i know that he has never left me and neither had he forsaken me, and left me hanging confused, depressed or tired. there were so many obstacles that i faced that sometimes pulled me away from him, but then those were always the ones that made me just really wonder how great my god is, and those were the times where i finally realised who he was in my life. - not just a father, not just a confidante, not just a healer, not just a protector. but he was my friend, one who loves me, one who doesnt judge me by my mistakes or weaknesses...
and i believe that 2007 will be a better and much greater year with so many new and unbelievable encounters and new experiences ((: and that each and everyone of us will rise up to be a vessel for him. ((:
And yes, shout-outs.
HAPPY, HAPPY BLESSED BELATED BIRTHDAY TO :
XUE XUE! ((: fuzzy wuzzy loves you and so do i ^.^
GAB PUA ((:
DADDY love you tons!! (:
KOR KOR DARR DARR.(dada) bahahh, seemed like so long ago since i called you that. ((: huggs.
BENN BENN. dear girll
and i miss those in PL BOO ): KEITH YONGGGG. bahah. come adam soon!! )): and mich, inez, vera. HUIROU!!! i thought you were coming ystd. BOO )):
AND AND AND, i wanna thank JEANN ((: thank you so much for the card. i love, love, love, it!!! and to Zhihe for coming down to write in the card. HOHO. ((: i thought the both of you werent coming.. )):
AISLE IC = cannot do bulletin )): BOO. ah well.
OH yes, and thanks to those who gave me long letters, cards, presents, wishes whether through SMSes, tagboard or personally ((: THANK YOUU. and not to forget CAKE! ((: i loved the cake. and so did my bro. WHEE.
hmm, talking to sister kassey kind of just made me ponder on things i never thought about, or rather never wished to think about and i guess things will be different for me now, for you, and for us. it's like suddenly everything's coming along, and whether you want to stop it or not is up to you, but you just dont know if you should or not and if so, how? or if not then what?
i hate risks. or rather i dont want to risk this, and thus, im just gonna do what im gonna do. sorry.
boundaries? - Riel
;`2:43 PM
♥ My Love;
"Before I formed you in the womb i knew you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."
Jeremiah 1:5
♥ About Me;
Riel;
Child of God;
Eleventh January; FIFTEEN;
Single and Available;
Ignytian;
MGSian;
SALTIE;