It's the eve of chinese new year, and i'm not gonna bother thinking of other things. Even if it's running away as you put it then fine, i'm running, far far away. from what? from you. and you. Hate it or not, I am going to have a happy chinese new year.
FAVOURITE
Kind of pants: Jeans.
Number: 7
Animal: Dog
Drink: Water?
WaterSport: Swimming??
Month: Dec Jan?
Cartoon character: Hmm, spongebob?
HAVE YOU EVER
Been close to dying: Yeah, a lot of times. LOL. Jo, remember?
Loved someone so much it made you cry: I highly doubt so
Broke a bone: Nope.
Played truth or dare: Definitely.
Ran away: I dont think so.
Broke someones heart: I suppose
Cried over someones death: Yeah, my dog's and my grandmother's.
HAVE YOU EVER
Fell off your chair: When I was young
Saved e-mails: yeah.
Used someone: Probably when i was young and stupid
WHAT IS
Your good-luck charm: No such thing
Your favorite song: The Real Me - Natelie Grant, These Walls - Teddy Geiger
Next to you: Brother's stuff
Your pet peeve: dont knoww
Motivations: God, expectations.
EVER HAD
Chicken Pox: Yeah, Sucked a whole lot.
Soar throat: Mhmm, hurt a lot.
A one night stand: Never.
DO YOU
Believe in love at first sight: Now? NO.
Have Long distance relationships: Like with what kinda people?
Like school: Part of it
Get along with your family: Usually (:
Wear contact lenses or glasses: Glasses
Like filling out surveys: When I'm bored?
Like yourself: Mhmm. pretty much ((:
WHO
Was the last person who called you: Tim? i cant remmber at all =X
Makes you smile the most: Most? GOD ((: (((:
Knows you best: God. Family and friends.
ARE YOU
Obsessive complusive: Dont think so.
Suicidal: Err. No. -.-
YESTERDAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you liked: Seeing as i like my friends my family and all, yeah i did ((:
Buy something: Err, FOOD? ((:
Get sick: Nope, thank god (:
Miss someone: mhmm, i miss BENN and JOELLE hehe. need tot alk to both of you SOON! (:
Talk to an ex: don't have one?
LAST PERSON WHO
Slept in your bed: Older Bro. sheeshh.
Saw or heard you cry: Mmms, God.
Went to the movies with: I haven't watched a movie in an ultra long long time.BOO ):
Told you they loved you: my kor kor (:
You said I love you to: Kor kor.
You fought with: Idiot people. -.-
You made fun of: hmm. laughing at someone's cold joke because it's not funny, counted? My uncle :P
Made fun of you: BROTHERS. >.<
PICK ONE
Are you righty or lefty: Righty.
Scary or Funny movie: Err funny.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Coffee or Tea: Coffee. ((:
Summer or Winter: Autumn
Diamond or Pearl: I want BOTH! tskk
Pepsi or Coke: Coke i suppose.
Strawberry or Watermelon: Watermelon (: makes me go high, along with honeydew. LOL LOL.
Hated anyone in your family: Felt like killing him? Yes. Hate him? Never. (:
Good singer: Nope.
What was your last dream about: The weird dream shall not be described. awfully amusing =X and yes it was really random. =X
When did you last shower: When I got home?
What book are you reading now: The mystery litty book thing. i even forgot the name. HAHA.
Best feeling in the world: Experiencing love and just soaking in his prensence. Where even without words you know he understands all that you've been going through.
What's underneath your bed: Brother's bed.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Hmm, a few tortoises i guess.
What are you most scared of right now: Insects?
Are you lonely right now: Nope.
Song thats stuck in your head right now: These walls
First thing you notice on opposite sex: Like i haven't answered this a million times ((: Benn and xue should know by now ((: HAHA. hands and eyes.
Are you to shy to ask someone out: There isn't a need to what.
What are you wearing right now: The usual?
Favorite flower: Rose.
How many pillows do you sleep with: Err, 2 huge and many not so huge ones. and a very treasured bolster ((:
Quiz done. I feel better. Everything's fade away and i'm feeling pretty alright now. the morning was terribly crazy but ah well, i survived. Don't i always? HAH. It doesnt matter anyway, cause if there's a problem then i suppose it's just you isnt it? or maybe because im always so trashy. and DAO. but yeah whichever you please.
Off to find somemore things to do. Happy new year's EVE ((:
The heartless trash thrower? - Riel
;`3:13 PM
{Sunday, February 11, 2007 YY
And it's suddenly back to the Emo days, i don't know why, i wonder why, maybe it's too much thinking or maybe, just maybe that thought, that feeling was always there. it just took me ages to dig out what i tried to bury so deep, so deep. And now that everything's just dug up, the issue's just there floating around in my head, and i start to wonder since when was it like this? And since when was i like this. BAH. why do i always make simple things so complicated?
Let him know that you know best cause after all you do know best try to slip past his defense without granting innocence lay down a list of what is wrong the things you've told him all along and pray to god he hears you
And there'll be a day when i look back and laugh at myself, at my mistake, at what i'm thinking, at what i'm typing. There'll be a day when i'll sit and wonder about the events that led to this, and maybe i'll start to cry, or maybe i'd let it pass. but i know that whatever it is, it'll become better. it must be.
Oh emo days fly by, fly fast, and far, far away.
i like feeling happy. i dont mind feeling emo. Oh wait cancel that. it kind of sucks. BLEAH. enough of the rant. i'm weird.
"it's in the drier, blur queen."
thank you for making me laugh, i know you didnt know, but you made smile, and you made today seem better than when i first woke up to the sound of dogs barking, and the good byes from people. thank you. (:
Boo me, Riel
;`1:39 PM
♥ My Love;
"Before I formed you in the womb i knew you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."
Jeremiah 1:5
♥ About Me;
Riel;
Child of God;
Eleventh January; FIFTEEN;
Single and Available;
Ignytian;
MGSian;
SALTIE;