Just a passing phase;

{Saturday, March 22, 2008 YY

I am extremely, pathetically Upset.
And all because a certain annoying slimy green long-tailed HUGE scaly lizard ran into my room and now, i have absolutely NO IDEA where it is. I am upset.
I am extremely, pathertically Upset.
):

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And skittles is my only form of indulgement. I love sour skittles(:
ARG. i want that stupid lizard caught. but guess what, i can't find it!
That sucks):
I am upset):

Doesnt help that i've been having the weirdest of dreams.
Why is it that they always seem to link; to always have one thing in common?
And that scares me; a little.

And I ________.
Not that you'll ever know of course.
You'll never know.

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ARG. Thanks to the stupid Lizard it's left me upset and emoish.
GEE. How am i going to sleep tonight?!
And on a random note: I really hate being alone. :/
OH WELLS.

Lizard Fiasco;
Riel

;`11:15 PM

{Friday, March 21, 2008 YY

"This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.
1 John 4:9-10

It's Good Friday today. Stuck at home, not watching Step Up Twoo but yet still reminded that even on this very day, the Lord had showed his love for me, for each and everyone here, and even when we didnt deserve it at all, he chose to give up his Son, he chose to allow Jesus to go through all the pain, the shame, the embarrassment just so that I can be reedeemed. Just because he loves me, loves us. And if this is not love, then I don't know what else it can be called. I love You Daddy. Thank you for First loving me.

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Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for your nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

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(:

Sleepover at Benn's was fun. Retarded fun. And it was great company. I miss having sleepovers and time alone with you guys, talking about almost everything. It really was an awesome time catching up(: I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Let's see, things we possibly talked about. Or maybe made fun of;
The 'PRESIDENT'!
Now, that was priceless, but of course some things are better left unsaid. It truely was funny, and pretty retarded. The highlight of the night was sleeping with one leg on the ground and no blanket at all thanks to Miss Lee who stole ALL the blanket and rolled super close to me on a SINGLE bed. How we slept through the night was a miracle. LOL! Abby Loser got the 'bed' all to herself. Ironically, there was the top bed that was left empty. Now that always seem to happen in our sleepovers.

Pictures;

Maundy Service ♥

Our Battlefield; Benn's Room(:

Just a Shut Eye.. . .yeah right.

Ooo, Mighty Beans! This Candid Shot is the awesomeest(:

We look so mutated. Just learning the DOT smile, LOL!

Darling Benavon Lee

AFRO-MAN! Heh!

MY (RED)TARDED BESTIES!(:

You paid the price;
- Riel

;`8:17 PM

{Sunday, March 16, 2008 YY

"As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts."
Isaiah 55:9

And at the end of the day Lord, it's not my will but yours alone. And i'm going to be alright, because i am an overcomer in you. And because i know you'll always be there. To catch me when i fall, you are my shield, my strength, my fortress. And in you i abide. i love you Lord. With all my being, I love you.

Ariel, in the midst of all this, are you willing to persevere for me?
Yes Lord, i'm willing.
Will you trust me daughter.
Daddy I trust in you.

So i guess it ends here.
And i will let go.
Because that's what i know you need.
And that's the least i can do for you.

In your arms I fall;
Riel

;`10:21 PM

{Wednesday, March 12, 2008 YY

Short, short, SHORT post here.
Yepp, i changed my skin. Took me what, a couple of months to finally decide on one that i actually liked enough to change it. But yes, finally. I figured, hmms, why not something new. Yes still as black as before but, seems more classy. Tsk!

Anyways, new tag board up(: Hopefully i will actually remember the user, password and all. Today was overall quite slack. I love going over to Abby's. It's awesome fun and there's a lot of food to eat.

Skipped tuition today, did the Sabbaticals thing. Funny how when i had to answer, the strongest and most confident answer that i could put in was for the place i least wanted to go. I guess even through all the plans that i have for myself, it all wouldnt matter at the end of the day. Because no matter what, it's God's plan that prevails. Not my own but his. And now it's just letting Go and letting God.

Sometimes in order to truly experience what is means to obey, is when you let go, let go of all your fears, let go of all the selfishness, let go of all the inhibitions, and just allow God to be the one steering your wheel. Sometimes, it just takes that simple child like faith to say "Yes Lord, this is where you want me to go and therefore i will go." But sometimes it isn't as simple as it is, is it?

.
And no matter, how afraid, how scared i am. No matter how uncomfortable i am or rather i will be, Lord i know that i'm at peace because this is what is right, this is what you want for me and therefore i want it too.

So maybe it's a huge plunge into the unknown, into something i'd never think i'd ever do. But for you, i guess that's all that matters. I'm doing this for you. And only you. And only when you let go then can you really say that you have trusted. And it took me weeks to finally realise that. No more struggling; Father I will go, into the unknown i will plunge into.

Oh, and thank you for the lovely, lovely breakfast.
It tasted awesome!(:

Your plans Over Mine;
-Riel

;`11:47 PM

{Monday, March 10, 2008 YY

the holiday's are here.
the homework's piled up; and suddenly it just will never seem like a breeze anymore
gosh, time just passes so fast =/

But anyways, besides all the homework, i have successfully made up a list of movies that i want, aspire or hope to watch.

So here's the Top Ten list, in no particular order;

1. PS I Love You
2. Stomp the Yard
3. ~~The Notebook~~
4, Bring It On (Marathon)
5. ~~Failure to Launch~~
6. Monster In-Law
7. ~~Save the Last Dance~~
8. ~~Take the Lead~~
9. How to Deal
10. Leap Years

Funny, i managed to watch 4 of them just within a couple days(:
They were Good, Very. VERY Good!

It's been 3 awesome days of holiday and that includes friday of course.
Now for Cross Country.
It was like a battle between the mind and the physical.
I guess maybe when youre running a rather long distance, or at least to me it is, the thought of slacking, of just giving in to that mental note that's screaming in your head saying, "Walk Ariel, just walk, it's not like it's going to make much of a difference." is really tempting. and yet i did not give in to that. i did not compromise. and in return, was the tasteful feeling of accomplishment. of knowing that you acheived something you had set out to do from the start. and it felt good at the end of the day(:

And then abby and i headed to town after all that running.
Stupidly, i forgot to check if i had money in my wallet and thus while buying a top with abbs i realised that i would only have 3 dollars left. how awesome. TSK. so anyways we walked over to wisma, and into SASA to buy cheapo polish. and i could only get one. (it was buy TWO for ONE free) but i had only enough $$ for one. blah, and that's what you get when you shop with abbs. You either shop till you're broke, or just shop anyways. HAHA.

But BUT! i got little black dress books. theyre totally awesome AND cheap(: thank you loads to chet and nathan for the awesomely smart idea of buying me a borders card for my birthday!(: smart smart people.

WOOHOO was awesome. CFC!(: i love, LOVE you guys. I just realised we didnt take group pic. AIYAH, oh wells(: Touch rugby was fun, it really was, though it was quite bad, since i whacked someone in the not so nice area dear me, it was totally embarrassing, not to mention weird. =X

And suddenly i feel quite exhausted.
shall continue posting again another time.

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on a very random note, people should get i love Chennai tees for the purpose of propaganda. so that everybody would love and want to go to Chennai. Then maybe i would buy one and psycho myself too. Pshh!

Long Holiday,
Late Nights,
Our Talks.
(: it's been fun.

Holiday In;
- Riel

;`12:29 AM