my blog is dead. HAH. exam's are over. most of my results are back i guess. And i suppose they weren't really what i would call Good but i guess i did try my best? and though i might have disappointed myself a little and though it may not have met the expectations of my parents but i guess i believe that my best is enough for God and that's all that matters to me. It's just 2 digits that will pass away, fade away. it doesnt determine my future. and i suppose that's comforting to know.
OBS it's here. in about less than 48 hours i will be shipped off in a bus to a mas selamat area where i will not bathe for days, get a high fever and possibly die. Okay, that's exaggerating but seriously, i feel like i'm going for so long. jungle and ariel just somehow dont mix. GEE. how i wish i didnt have to go. And then everyone or at least some people are so hyped up about it. And i don't see how exciting it would be. except sleeping in MUD, being best friends with MOZZIES and kissing the stupid SEAWATER which i am deathly afraid of for some reason or so.
And i'm just sulking. Bleah, no use being so negative about it. It's going to be fun Ariel. You're going to love your trainer. It's going to be so worth it. You're so totally going to have so much fun you'll forget about your Man U match against Chelsea. YEAH RIGHT.
it aggravates me that i ALWAYS have to miss the final match. the crucial, most exhilarating match ever. BOO. i missed it last year, im missing it AGAIN. AGAIN. argg! Blah, this totally is crabbed.
Anyways, be optimistic about it Ariel. Be positive, at least i'm trying to. trying really really hard. though it's not exactly working yet but soonit will work. i hope.
Oh and just for the record, i'm going to Chennai. And just so you know, i dont have a bad impression of Chennai. When i think of Chennai i dont think of bad things. I just think of my inhibitions and then i think of God and then i think it's going to be great, at least with God it will be. So yes, i'm going to Chennai. I'm going to India, just like you told me to. And i hope you'll show me why.